OVERCLOCKED P1

Tick... tick... tick... You ever think so fucking fast That your thoughts start thinking without you? Like your brain got a brain, And that brain got a problem, And the problem got a pulse, And the pulse won't stop? Yeah... I tried turning it off. Didn't work. So I turned it up. OVERCLOCKED. I'm a psychological problem with a pathological habit, Got a mind full of static and a panic automatic, Every thought is an addict, every pattern is erratic, I'm a walking contradiction with a neurological glitch in the fabric! Got a tick in my temple, a temperamental condition, An internal intervention with a permanent ignition, Every second's another little mental collision, Got a hundred different versions of myself demanding permission! I don't sleep, I calculate, aggravate, animate, Every little memory I buried starts to excavate, Agitate, accelerate, never let it dissipate, Got a thousand conversations in my head I gotta navigate! Wait! Who's talking? Who's knocking? Who's watching the clock while the clock keeps stopping? I'm rocking the bottom, The top of the problem, The thoughts that I bottle keep popping the cork And I'm drowning in all of the shit that I've swallowed! I've been critically thinking, explicitly sinking, In intricate visions of infinite prisons, I'm mentally splitting, continually spinning, Revisiting shit that I thought I was finished with! I'm sick of the cycle, the cynical spiral, The hyperactive survival revival, My brain is a rifle that's firing idle At targets invented by psychological rivals! And I don't need enemies! I manufacture plenty! Got a head full of venom and a mouth full of envy, And a million little reasons why the silence feels deadly! One thought! Two thoughts! Three thoughts! STOP! Four thoughts! Five thoughts! Six thoughts! FUCK! I can't shut it down! I can't turn it off! Every time I hit the limit I OVERCLOCK! OVERCLOCKED! BRAIN ON FIRE, CAN'T STOP! THOUGHTS RUN WILD WHILE THE CLOCK HANDS DROP! OVERCLOCKED! SYSTEM SHOCK, HEAD LOCKED! ONE MORE THOUGHT AND THE WHOLE THING POPS! RUN IT BACK! SPEED IT UP! BREAK THE LIMIT! NOT ENOUGH! OVERCLOCKED! OVERCLOCKED! I DON'T BREAK DOWN, I FUCKING SPEED UP! I'm a clinical criminal killing the minimal Limits of physical, mental, and lyrical principles, Cynical, critical, mentally miserable, Building a prison of invisible syllables! But serenity's dead when the adrenaline spreads, And the negative narratives enter my head, Got a cemetery filled with the things that I said, And I visit the graves every night in my bed! I remember the pressure, remember the lectures, Remember the moments I thought I'd get better, But better was buried beneath all the wreckage! Click-click! Brain glitch! Same shit! Different day, different face, same script! Backtrack! Flashback! Snap back! Every little setback triggers a relapse! I don't mean drugs, I'm addicted to thinking, I'm sinking in questions and missing the meaning, I'm drinking the poison of overanalyzing, Then blaming the world when I'm psychologically bleeding! I'm systematically sabotaging every possibility, Dismantling my confidence with manufactured misery, A catastrophic catalyst of hyper-sensitivity, A psychological paradox of self-inflicted instability! I'm philosophically pondering the probability, Of finding any peace inside a mind without tranquility, I'm fighting with the fragments of a fractured individuality, While every fucking thought becomes another liability! Tell me Is it intuition or imagined opposition? Is it paranoia or a calculated premonition? Am I making my decisions or just feeding my condition? Am I living in reality or mental repetition? Listen! I'm sick of being stuck in a circular system, Of psychological warfare and mental division, Where every decision creates indecision, And every ambition becomes an obsession! I don't wanna hear another motivational lecture, About putting all the broken little pieces back together, When the pressure and the pleasure and the panic intertwine, And every single second is a battle with my mind! OVERCLOCKED! BRAIN ON FIRE, CAN'T STOP! THOUGHTS RUN WILD WHILE THE CLOCK HANDS DROP! OVERCLOCKED! SYSTEM SHOCK, HEAD LOCKED! ONE MORE THOUGHT AND THE WHOLE THING POPS! RUN IT BACK! SPEED IT UP! BREAK THE LIMIT! NOT ENOUGH! OVERCLOCKED! OVERCLOCKED! I DON'T BREAK DOWN, I FUCKING SPEED UP! I thought I reached the limit. The limit just moved.