I Wasn't Ready for What God Showed Me

Sometimes the conversations that weren’t planned end up being the ones that matter most. In today’s video, I’m making one of my favorite healthy dinners while opening up about what it’s really been like for me to start social media. I share why it’s been difficult to film my life, how growing up with low self-esteem has affected the way I show up online, and the conviction I recently felt about making sure my pursuit of social media never takes priority over my relationship with God. If you’ve ever struggled with validation, comparison, ambition, or balancing your dreams with your faith, I hope this conversation reminds you that you’re not alone. Thank you for spending part of your day with me. 🤍 If you enjoy honest lifestyle videos, faith conversations, fitness, and navigating life in your twenties, I’d love to have you here. ✨ Don’t forget to like, subscribe, and let me know in the comments: Have you ever been convicted about something that ended up helping you grow? ♡ Chapters ♡ 00:00 Intro & making dinner 01:45 My 14-day health challenge 03:05 Why filming my life has been difficult 06:30 Starting social media with low self-esteem 09:45 Learning to stop chasing views and validation 13:15 My grandma’s advice that convicted me 18:40 Why conviction often feels uncomfortable 23:20 The importance of Christian community 25:30 Finding a church that feels like home 30:15 My favorite high-protein dinner recipe 34:00 Final meal reveal I’ll see you in the next one. 🤍