Never enought - Depry January

NEVER ENOUGH [Intro — Clean / Atmospheric] I gave you everything I had Every piece of me, every dream I planned But no matter how far I went You always said… “It's never enough.” So tell me, what am I supposed to be? Another face that you can change and deceive? I've spent my whole life trying to prove my worth Now I'm finally putting myself first --- [Verse 1 — Rap Metal / Aggressive] Yeah! I gave you my time I gave you my trust I gave you the best of me You turned it to dust Every expectation Another fucking weight Every time I reached the top You moved the fucking gate I tried to be perfect I tried to be strong I swallowed every word Just to keep you along But I'm sick of pretending That I'm something I'm not I'm sick of giving everything And getting nothing back You said, “Try harder!” I said, “How much more?” How many pieces of myself Do I have to destroy? NEVER ENOUGH! --- [Pre-Chorus — Rising Clean / Scream] I hear your voice inside my head Repeating every word you said But I won't let it define me I won't let you fucking break me --- [Chorus — Melodic / Huge] I WAS NEVER ENOUGH! At least that's what you made me believe I WAS NEVER ENOUGH! But now I'm taking back what's left of me I don't need your approval I don't need your lies I'll tear down every wall You built inside my mind I WAS NEVER ENOUGH! But I'm enough for myself tonight --- [Verse 2 — Rap Metal / Fast Flow] Look! I spent too many years chasing somebody else's dream Trying to become a version of me that you would fucking need Every failure, every scar Every night I couldn't sleep Was another fucking reminder That I was losing me You wanted perfection I gave you everything You wanted obedience I cut off my wings You wanted me silent You wanted control But you can't fucking own What you never truly know Now I'm standing here With nothing left to hide The person that you broke Is the person still alive And I'm done with the question— “Am I good enough?” I don't need an answer I'VE HAD ENOUGH! --- [Pre-Chorus — Clean + Screamed Layer] I hear your voice inside my head But now I hear another instead It's telling me to breathe It's telling me to leave --- [Chorus — Melodic / Powerful] I WAS NEVER ENOUGH! At least that's what you made me believe I WAS NEVER ENOUGH! But now I'm taking back what's left of me I don't need your approval I don't need your lies I'll tear down every wall You built inside my mind I WAS NEVER ENOUGH! But I'm enough for myself tonight --- [Bridge — Emotional Clean] Maybe I was never broken Maybe I was just exhausted From trying to be somebody You could finally love Maybe all these scars Are proof that I survived Maybe losing you Is how I learned to find my life And if I disappoint you Then let me disappoint you I'd rather be myself Than disappear for you --- [Build-Up — Whisper → Scream] How much is enough? How much can I give? How much of myself Do I have to kill? NOTHING! NOTHING WILL EVER BE ENOUGH FOR SOMEONE WHO WANTS EVERYTHING! --- [Breakdown — Heavy Metal / Scream] YOU TOOK MY HEART! YOU TOOK MY PRIDE! YOU MADE ME FEEL I HAD TO HIDE! I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING! AND YOU STILL WANTED MORE! NOW I'M DONE! I'M CLOSING THE DOOR! No more begging! No more shame! No more living Under your fucking name! NEVER! NEVER! NEVER ENOUGH! FUCK YOUR EXPECTATIONS! --- [Final Chorus — Clean + Scream Layers] I WAS NEVER ENOUGH! But now I finally understand I WAS NEVER ENOUGH! Because I was never meant to fit your plans I don't need your approval I don't need your lies I'll tear down every wall You built inside my mind I WAS NEVER ENOUGH! But I don't need to be tonight I AM ENOUGH! With every scar With every flaw With every piece You couldn't destroy I AM ENOUGH! --- [Outro — Clean / Atmospheric] I gave you everything… And you still wanted more So I gave myself One final choice— To walk away. No more proving. No more pretending. I AM ENOUGH.