I left for therapy and never went home, then had a baby three days later

0:00 - 2:22 - intro - we’ve moved house + i’m giving birth in THREE DAYS 2:23 - 7:18 - settling into the new house, struggling with change + learning to do things my own way 7:19 - 9:55 - unpacking the house with Rory + sorting through all my random sh*t 9:56 - 17:10 - freaking out about becoming a parent, the unknown + people sharing horror stories online 17:11 - 21:57 - the pre-birth panic is real - crying, spiralling + trying to convince myself i can actually do this 21:58 - 23:48 - attempting to calm myself down, showering off the bad juju + Molly-Mae skincare logic 23:49 - 28:01 - hospital checks, Rory’s birth playlist, still not having a full baby name + embarrassing myself one final time 28:02 - 34:01 - HE’S HERE!!! - meeting little matey + first C-section debrief 34:02 - 39:15 - going home with our baby + looking gorgeous while giving birth 39:16 - 43:48 - our first days as parents - having absolutely no idea what we’re doing + feeling VERY proud of myself 43:49 - 45:49 - postpartum has officially killed all allure + the hospital’s bizarre rules 45:50 - 49:03 - outro - our lives have completely changed + figuring out the boundaries