Kalvaria - Never Be Mine (Official Audio) *Re-upload

“Maladaptive bedtime fantasizing — doesn’t sound like a real problem, right? I admit the idea for the song came from a Facebook Reels video, but I couldn’t help looking into it further. It may seem harmless, but it can conceal a more serious issue; exclusion, anxiety, or even mild depression can lead to it. The essence is that, before falling asleep, the person replays conversations in their mind, or even writes them in that very moment. It can be a kind of preparation, a training of the mind, if it recognizes what it did wrong. The more severe case is when this has already become their escape route from the present... an imagined world where everything turns out the way they want. The problem is that it’s false.” Lyrics and composition: Ádám Braun Instruments and vocals: Suno AI Year: 2026 All rights reserved Lyrics: Verse 1: I can’t stay trapped inside this shell A broken mind keeps feeding me this private hell Silence bites down on my soul I built these lies, now they’re dragging me below Pre-Chorus: Every dream I used to worship Every world I hid inside Now it twists around my throat And leaves me choking on my pride Chorus: Tell me why I fed this fire Why I kept on sinking deeper You will never be a part of me Before you drag me down You’ll never be mine But your voice still screams inside Verse 2: A thousand scenes, a poisoned home A fake escape I bled for every single day I wore my shame like barbed wire And let it tear the real me clean away Pre-Chorus: Every dream I used to worship Every hope I burned to dust Now it claws beneath my skin And turns my heart to rust Chorus: Tell me why I fed this fire Why I kept on sinking deeper You will never be a part of me Before you drag me down I’ll never be yours But your voice still screams inside guitar solo Final Chorus: Tell me why I fed this fire? Why I kept on sinking deeper? You will never be a part of me Before I tear you out I’ll never be yours I bury the lie I made of me Outro: NEVER BE MINE! NEVER BE YOURS! NEVER BE MINE! I spit on the dream — now I am free!