AsterVeins - Where I Stopped Feeling Safe (Official Video)

From the album - Where Silence Bleeds Available on Spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/6dynr0... LYRICS Will I spend my whole life going in circles? Growing up is learning That life keeps moving on With or without friends With or without love With or without the will to get out of bed And nobody warns you How much silence weighs When your own mind Starts to turn against you I learned to smile in silence Just so nobody would ask . Nobody sticks around When everything goes dark People give advice about the pain Until they have to deal with it And I see everyone leaving slowly As if I've become Too heavy Nobody likes you When you're falling apart Everyone sticks around while it's easy Until it gets hard And maybe the problem is me Maybe it always has been But I don't know how to escape What I've become So I keep going in circles Trying to find something to blame Looking for the exact moment When I stopped feeling safe... Trying to run away from myself... I hate the person I've become lately Always tired Always distant Always pretending that everything's alright Everywhere seems colder now Every conversation ends too quickly Maybe the pain won't destroy everything at once Maybe it will only teach them How to live without you Why am I like this? Where did I go wrong? I scream inside But nobody listens And I'm still here Even without knowing why Still breathing Still surviving... Nobody likes you When you're breaking inside Not when the sadness becomes Too real to ignore But if I'm still breathing Maybe I'm not finished Even going in circles Even lost like this I still want to believe That there's something beyond here Walking in circles... Follow Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/6qT18...