DOWNFVLL - LITTLE WHITE LIES (AMV)

Numb my veins, if you can Edit by RYOTA :   / ryotaeditz   FOLLOW ME: DOWNFVLL :   / down_fvll   https://open.spotify.com/artist/11y2E...   / downfvll   LYRICS : And I wake up in the morning with this pain in my chest Ion sleep well it seems And I wake up, and I’m yawning, all day, need a rest Not with the hellish dreams And I get worse, i go harder, I should be fine, im not My apologies Will my net worth, get higher, when I do die, or not Im curious to see I want it all to stop Suicidal thoughts again Tell me is is sloth, or depression Either way, they’ll win And my phone is off No one’s calling anyway And all hope is lost I’m counting on the pill for the rest Call my meds My little white lies Tell my brain That it’s all gon be fine Ease the pain Just help me survive Numb my veins So the blood can run out On God I ain’t complaining Won’t get a writer’s block I don’t believe when they swear and they tell me the Future is bright as fuck On God, I won’t regret it As long as the pain is gone Not a lot that im forfeiting Mind be at ease when the body’s done Anxiety be a money machine And it ain’t sum I could live without As of right now, it be filling the fridge Can’t even get out, when I twist and shout Im taking this shit and nobody can tell me how it’s messing with my brain, huh Money low, im about to go homeless, when I just wanted a break, huh Got this anger in my stomach, but it’s a bit better when I hurt myself Got this anger, that I vomit, put it in words, but the words don’t help Every night, self medication, every morning, i feel worse yuh Will is gone, so’s my dedication, forcing myself for this verse yuh Call my meds My little white lies Tell my brain That it’s too late this time Ease the pain Just help me survive Numb my veins Till I don’t feel alive I want it to be over Fuck being sober Can’t numb pain with soda Love my addictions They’re not afflictions To me they’re assistance My little white lies Suicidal thoughts are gone, but most of myself left along with em Waiting by the phone, I’m praying it’s God that’s on the other end Call my meds My little white lies Tell my brain That it’s all gon be fine Ease the pain Just help me survive Numb my veins If you can DOWNFVLL’S DISCORD :   / discord   #amv #edit #phonk #darkpop #rap #anime