dandelion hands - bleak week

https://dandelionhands.bandcamp.com/ whats the easiest way to slip into a coma dying would be a gift but i could settle for a four year nightmare it wouldn't be much different than my waking life i want to become one with something i don't care if it has to be the ground it would still be the most contact i've had all month if i could i would forget everything forget how to swim if it meant i could drown in this sea of uncertainty i wanna feel like i deserve to live save me from myself i wanna feel like i deserve to live save me