Playing minecraft on java for the first time? (ON HARD MODE??) Episode 1!

i probably should've posted a little intro for who i am but oh well, Call me Snail! im a overwatch twitch streamer (shameless plug) who wandered to editing youtube videos for fun.. i am new to this so future videos WILL be better i swear! This server is a community server that i fear isn't public but i still hope it's enjoyable to see me and friends play minecraft!! I'm so excited to continue to post here i hope y'all enjoy :3