Laura Wade - Used To This (Official Audio)

“Numbness isn't healing, it's just turning down the sound...” ​An atmospheric dark alt-pop track about breaking the cycle of survival mode, dropping the armor, and realizing that love shouldn't feel like bracing for defeat. ​✨ Connect & Follow: ​TikTok: @LuluB3ll ​Written and conceptualized by Laura Wade. Vocals powered by AI. LYRICS ​[Verse 1] Quiet footsteps down the hall, walking on glass again Counting down the silent hours, wondering where it went Another heavy sigh, another swallow of your pride Packing all the sharpest pieces deep down inside ​[Pre-Chorus] Your shoulders know the weight before it even falls You’ve memorized the shadows on the bedroom walls Like survival is a rhythm, like breaking is a skill You bend until you're paper, but you're standing still ​[Chorus] You shouldn't have to be used to disrespect! Shouldn't have to weather every storm they project! You shouldn't have to be numb to the pain Just to keep the peace and stay out of the rain That’s not a home, that’s just a cage with an open door I don't want to be used to this anymore! ​[Verse 2] They call it being strong, they call it wearing thick skin When you stop fighting back because you're wearing thin You built a fortress out of silence just to keep things still With a heart that beats in armor against a familiar chill ​[Chorus] You shouldn't have to be used to disrespect! Shouldn't have to weather every storm they project! You shouldn't have to be numb to the pain Just to keep the peace and stay out of the rain That’s not a home, that’s just a cage with an open door I don't want to be used to this anymore! ​[Bridge] Numbness isn't healing, it's just turning down the sound Drowning in an ocean where your feet can't touch the ground You deserve a gentle mirror, a soft and safe retreat Where love doesn't feel like bracing for defeat! ​[Outro] Let the armor drop... Let the numbness stop... You shouldn't have to be used to it You were made for so much more than this (I don't want to be used to this anymore...) #LauraWade ​#DarkAltPop #OriginalMusic #LuluB3llCreations #NewMusic #SynthPop