Scars of My Past

I'm falling apart I know it's my fault It's because of my trauma All of my scars But I don't want the drama I want to trust you like I know you deserve But this PTSD courses through every nerve I wish there was some way you could prove to me That this doubt is unfounded and shouldn't be I wish I could move on and just let go But the scars of my past drag me down like the undertow Should I just let go? I can't help but feel Like you're cheating on me 'Cause I've been there before And I'm not so naïve You've never done something to break my heart But without reassurance...I'm falling apart I wish there was some way you could prove to me That this doubt is unfounded and shouldn't be I wish I could move on and just let go But the scars of my past drag me down like the undertow And yeah, I spent a morning in tears As I'm fighting through all of my fears You say that you love me and it feels sincere But my doubt has me thinking that someday you'll disappear You'll disappear I'm nothing to you but a stepping stone Maybe I'm destined to face this life alone