[Original Song]What If I'm Not the Problem?
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[Original Song]What If I'm Not the Problem?
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Every time something went wrong
I was always the first one I blamed
Was it something that I said?
Was I too sensitive again?
Even when somebody hurt me
I'd find a reason for their side
Maybe if I'd been more patient
Maybe everything would've been alright
I swallowed every "I don't like this"
And said "I'm fine" instead
I learned to understand everybody
Why couldn't I understand myself?
What if I'm not the problem?
What if I really did my best?
What if every ending isn't my fault
And every hurt doesn't need a reason yet?
What if I'm not the problem?
Then who am I supposed to blame?
No—
Maybe no one needs the blame
Maybe this time
I can stand on my side
I've seen myself through other people's eyes
Am I good enough?
Am I worth keeping?
Am I someone they would choose?
When somebody wanted me
I finally felt like I was enough
When somebody turned away
I somehow felt like I became less
Isn't that strange?
I've been the one who's lived with me
Through every single year
Still, trusting everybody else's heart
Was easier than trusting mine
What if I'm not the problem?
What if I was never less?
What if someone walking out
Never changed what I was worth?
What if I'm not the problem?
What if I just never saw myself?
Before I wait for someone else to see me
Maybe I should see me first
I looked a little longer in the mirror
At the face that found the failures
Faster than the things she did right
The one who remembered every breaking point
Longer than the days she was alright
But through every single one of them
I was there
On the nights I cried where no one knew
On the mornings I still got up
Through every time I had to start again
I was there
I never left me
So maybe this time
I'll learn to love me
Not because I got it right
Not because somebody chose me
If I can't recognize myself
I'll spend my life inside somebody else's eyes
If I never listen to my heart
I'll spend my life waiting to be heard
What if I'm not the problem?
I think I'm starting to understand
I don't need everybody
To understand me
And every time somebody leaves
I don't have to fix myself
Someone can misunderstand me
Someone can decide not to stay
And I can still be here
As long as I
Don't abandon me
This time I'll stand on my side
Even if the world says otherwise
I'll be the one who sees me
I won't carry every wrong
Like it belongs to me
And someday when I start
Doubting myself again
I'll ask myself
Before I take the blame
What if I'm not the problem?
What if I just spent
Too many years
Standing on everybody else's side
And forgot
To stand on mine?
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