passive aggresive

a song made in FL studio using just a piano heeey i've recovered after 3 days (at least to the point i can hear normally now) so i decided to continue making music. it's really nice to be able to do your hobbies after lying in bed for some time and/or just playing videogames. yeah, for some people it may be a dream life but i feel really bored unless i'm constantly doing something like music, learning a language, coding or something of sorts. being able to go back to this feels really nice. especially after a short break. after some research i found out that music improvement is very close to how you build muscle, actually. you put out and put out more and more songs, but the actual improvement happens not during you making the song, but after you made a lot of them and went to rest. that's when your brain organizes the information so next time you go make something, it'll be a lot better/easier/faster. for me the main improvement is establishing a motif and going with it. this was a huge struggle from the very beginning for me, that i'm really only either repeating the same motif over and over or unable to find the motif and jumping around randomly. now though, it seems to me that i've improved in this aspect. my main goal for now is to find out how to evoke certain emotions with notes, and read the emotion of what i'm making, because i am putting down something using my feelings, but i can't actually... well, understand those emotion if it makes sense? it's all really complicated, and feels like something next-level, but if i don't figure it out i think i'm gonna be stuck on a beginner level of producing (at which i am now) let's see what's the future holds