Where You Touch

I keep tracing the same line With your shadow in my mouth Every turn pulls something in Every breath lets something out You can feel the edges moving You can feel them give Every time you put your hands there Something better takes my place I lose my edge where you touch (where you touch) I lose my edge where you touch (where you touch) There are marks beneath the surface There are places I don't name There are things I only wanted When I knew they'd bring me shame You keep leaning into danger Like you know what I became Every time I break the pattern I come back wanting the same I lose my edge where you touch (where you touch) I lose my edge where you touch (where you touch) Maybe I was never holding back Maybe I was waiting for the weight Maybe all the locks I put inside me Were only there to make you stay Right there Right there Right there Take a little more Take a little more Take a little more I want to know what goes first Take a little more Take a little more Don't stop now just because it hurts I can feel the room get smaller I can feel my breathing change Every decent little instinct Starts to look a little strange You keep asking if I'm certain I don't answer I just move Closer to the part of me I never had the nerve to use I lose my edge where you touch (where you touch) I lose my edge where you touch (where you touch) I can feel myself go missing (go missing) And I like what's left instead Still moving (still moving) Still turning (still turning) Come closer (come closer) Don't make me ask again