Privation

Privation - DrasticDzastr You changed, So quietly My future lost its contour Your love became privation Mine stayed under glass You gave them what I starved for So easiiily So easiiiily Years became humiliating Your mouth learned new hunger Your hands lost their reluctance I watched I watched Something in me went sepulchral Then I laughed Wrong time Wrong feeling Couldnt stooop..... Your happiness looked temporary Their hands looked removable Their love looked perishable Beautiful things break beautifuuully One by one. Your little recipients Every tenderness you squandered outward I wondered how silence feels when it knows it made itself Their affection became anatomy Their futures became optional And suddenly I was dancing Almost weightless Almost sweeeet Blood became my vision Grief became permission You looked at me like you finally recognized the hunger Sweethearrrttt.... there you are My hands found your throat Your tomorrow fit beneath them Such fragile warmth Such lovely leverage Your smile started trembling Mine diiiidn’t.... No glass now No elsewhere No wandering love left to distribute Just you, Just me And the quiet after I unmade yoooou