BLACK VEIN - I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE OKAY (OFFICIAL MUSIC)

BLACK VEIN — I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE OKAY An original atmospheric modern metalcore song about anxiety, fear of the future, emotional exhaustion, and the courage it takes to keep moving forward when you don't have all the answers. Sometimes, you don't need everything to be okay. You just need to make it through today. LYRICS I’m scared of tomorrow… And I haven’t even slept tonight. There’s a thousand things inside my head, And not one of them feels right. I keep asking for a little peace… Why does that feel like too much to need? I built a thousand futures in my mind, Watched every single one fall out of line. I try to hold together what I can, But I’m so tired of pretending that I am The kind of man who always finds a way, Who wakes up strong enough to face another day. I swear I’m trying harder than you know, But how do I move forward when I’m scared to let things go? And I don’t know what tomorrow brings, I don’t know if I can fix these things. I just want one place where I can breathe, One heart that doesn’t make me beg to be… I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE OKAY! I’m fighting battles I can’t explain. I’m terrified of what I’ll become, Of losing myself before I’ve begun. I DON’T NEED THE WORLD TO BEND FOR ME! Just give me somewhere I can finally breathe. I don’t need perfect, I don’t need control… I just want to feel like I’m not alone. I’m afraid the things I love will disappear, That I’ll spend my life expecting every ending here. I want someone to see the worst in me, And still believe there’s more than what they see. I know I have my flaws, I know I’ve made mistakes, I know that some things break no matter what it takes. But I’m more than every time I got it wrong, I’m still the same heart trying to become someone strong. Tomorrow, I’ll walk through another door, And I’m scared of what I’m walking toward. What if I don’t feel like myself? What if I need more help than I can give myself? I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE OKAY! I’m fighting battles I can’t explain. I’m terrified of what I’ll become, Of losing myself before I’ve begun. I DON’T NEED THE WORLD TO BEND FOR ME! Just give me somewhere I can finally breathe. I don’t need perfect, I don’t need control… I just want to feel like I’m not alone. Maybe I don’t have to know tonight. Maybe I can stop demanding I be fine. Maybe all these pieces don’t need fixing In a single night. I’m scared of the medicine, Scared of the change, Scared that I’ll wake up And not feel the same. But I’m tired of running From the things I can’t see. I don’t have all the answers… I just need to take care of me. I’M TIRED OF FIGHTING MY OWN MIND! TIRED OF LEAVING MYSELF BEHIND! I CAN’T CONTROL WHAT TOMORROW WILL BRING! BUT I’M MORE THAN THE FEAR INSIDE OF ME! I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE OKAY! BUT I’M STILL HERE, AND I’M TRYING TO CHANGE! I’M STILL AFRAID OF WHAT I’LL BECOME, BUT I DON’T HAVE TO FACE IT ALL AT ONCE! I DON’T NEED THE WORLD TO BEND FOR ME! I’M LEARNING THAT I DESERVE TO BREATHE! I don’t need perfect, I don’t need control… I’m still becoming someone I can call my own. I’m scared of tomorrow… But tomorrow isn’t here. For now, I’ll take this breath… And let it carry me from here. I don’t know how to be okay… But maybe I don’t have to know today. BLACK VEIN For everyone who's afraid of tomorrow but is still trying to make it through today. #BlackVein #Metalcore #ModernMetalcore #MentalHealth #OriginalMusic