Deep House × City Pop × Jazz Ballad × Soulful R&B | Late Night Vibes내가 전혀 변하지 않았다면 지금보다 더 좋은 사람이었을까

What if I had never changed? Would I still trust every smile, chase people who wanted to leave, and apologize for things that were never mine to carry? Sometimes we miss the person we used to be—the laughter, the innocence, the way we trusted without fear. But memory has a way of making the past look softer than it really was. Growing older doesn't mean we have to abandon everything we once were. Maybe it means choosing carefully: keeping the kindness, leaving the fear; keeping the memories, leaving the wounds; keeping the heart, but learning when to walk away. Not every scar made us stronger. Not every change made us better. But perhaps changing doesn't mean losing yourself. Sometimes it means finally deciding which parts of yourself are worth carrying forward. 🎧 *PROJECT MONSTR — Music for the memories, changes, and quiet truths we carry through life.* **** 만약 내가 전혀 변하지 않았다면 지금보다 더 좋은 사람이었을까요? 여전히 모든 사람의 미소를 믿고, 떠나려는 사람을 붙잡고, 내 잘못이 아닌 일에도 미안하다고 말하며 살아가고 있었을지도 모릅니다. 가끔은 예전의 내가 그립습니다. 아무 의심 없이 웃었던 모습, 사람을 쉽게 믿었던 마음, 사랑을 순수하게 바라보던 그 시절이 그립기도 합니다. 하지만 기억은 때때로 아팠던 과거마저 아름답게 만들어 놓습니다. 성장한다는 것은 과거의 나를 모두 버리는 것이 아닐지도 모릅니다. 따뜻함은 가져가고 두려움은 내려놓는 것, 추억은 간직하되 상처에 붙잡히지는 않는 것, 그리고 여전히 사랑할 수 있지만 떠나야 할 때를 아는 것. 모든 상처가 나를 강하게 만든 것은 아니고, 모든 변화가 나를 더 좋은 사람으로 만든 것도 아닙니다. 하지만 변한다는 것이 반드시 나 자신을 잃는 것은 아닐 겁니다. 어쩌면 **앞으로 어떤 나를 가지고 살아갈 것인지 스스로 선택하게 되는 과정**인지도 모릅니다. 🎧 *PROJECT MONSTR — 삶의 변화와 기억, 그리고 마음속에 남은 진실을 노래합니다.* Find your late night vibes with a blend of deep house mix, city pop, and jazz ballad melodies by the ocean. There is a specific kind of stillness that only arrives after the sun dips below the horizon. As the sky turns to warm, vibrant colors, the world seems to quiet down, leaving just enough space for the rhythm of the tide and the steady pulse of soulful R&B. This session is designed for those moments when you are sitting alone, watching the day fade into memory, and simply need a soundtrack that understands the quiet. Whether you are unwinding after a long journey or just finding a moment of peace, let these sounds carry you through the evening. We weave together the nostalgia of city pop with the steady, grounding beats of a deep house mix to create a sanctuary for your thoughts. Sometimes, the best way to end the day is to stop, listen, and let the music fill the silence. 🎧 Put on your headphones, close your eyes, and travel with PROJECT MONSTR. 구독하고 PROJECT MONSTR와 함께 매주 새로운 여행을 떠나보세요. 여러분에게 가장 편안한 시간은 언제인가요? 0:00 If I had never changed at all 4:17 We used to meet on Friday after 8:34 I found an old notebook beneath the 12:31 Somewhere between then and now 16:48 Nobody built these walls around me 21:11 Theres a photograph from nineteen years ago 25:59 I spent too many years deciding 30:05 I used to give without a second 34:19 I used to think that love was 38:48 The river near my childhood home