Your abyss

You fed me hate until I learned its taste, Built me a cage, then called it my place. I wore your standards like a fucking disease, Now I’m done being who you wanted me to be. I broke my reflection to bury the shame, Wore a fake smile while you sharpened the blade. You wanted pretty, obedient, tame, A hollow little doll that would answer your name. I bent till the bones of my spirit cracked, Now you want the old me? She’s never coming back. You made me feel like I was nothing! Now nothing’s all that I become! I tore your judgment out my veins, Found my freedom underneath the pain! YOU FED ME HATE— I LET THE DARKNESS IN! LET IT LIBERATE THE HELL BENEATH MY SKIN! No more beauty, no more lies, No more living through your eyes! You wanted null, you wanted gone, A vacant soul to prey upon. Now I’m the void you can’t control, Your nothingness with a beating soul! I AM YOUR ABYSS! Fuck your approval, fuck your design, Fuck every rule you carved into mine. I don’t owe beauty, I don’t owe grace, I don’t owe the world a pretty face. No more performing, no more pretend, No more breaking just to call you a friend. Keep your expectations, your shallow ideals, I’m done sacrificing everything real. You wanted silence? Listen to the void. Wanted obedience? The choice is destroyed. I’m not your canvas, your trophy, your prize, I’m the consequence of your beautiful lies. Maybe I’m still crying where nobody can see, For the girl who thought you’d let her simply be. I don’t hate the face I carry, I hate what you made it mean. I’m collecting all the pieces Of the self you couldn’t see. No more smiles your way. No more begging you to stay. If I’m nothing in your eyes, Your eyes don’t define me anyway. NO MORE YOUR FUCKING STANDARDS! NO MORE YOUR PRETTY LITTLE LIES! I WAS NEVER YOUR CREATION! I WAS NEVER YOURS TO ERASE! I’M TAKING BACK MY FUCKING LIFE! You fed me hate, I swallowed the night, Turned all your darkness into my fight. No more beauty, no more shame, I won’t destroy myself to fit your frame. You wanted null, you wanted none, Someone you could overcome. Now I’m the abyss beneath your feet, The silence where your judgment meets defeat. I AM NOT YOUR REFLECTION! I AM NOT YOUR DESIGN! I AM NOT THE FUCKING WRECKAGE YOU GET TO CALL MINE! You wanted nothing… So I stopped giving you everything. No smile. No mask. No permission. Just me. And the endless dark where your expectations used to be.