i'm either honest or i'm just not there at all | lover girl diaries 003

on this weeks installment of the lover girl diaries, we're in st. thomas!! i desperately needed a week somewhere beautiful surrounded by my family members to hard reset my brain and give me some much needed relief from the perils of heartache i've felt recently. the truth is that i feel like i'm in a really transformative era of life right now and that's amazing but it's painful and it's confusing and it's left me feeling like i'm floating in the middle of who i once was and who i'm about to become. there are many sentiments i'm holding true right now but one i find myself going back to is the reminder that i can't show up as anyone besides myself. i'm either honest or i'm just not there at all. so here's some reflections, relaxation, and joy with my family on the beautiful island of st. thomas. love you so much, thanks for being here :) MY LINKS: ✭ instagram:   / maddiedragsbaek   ✭ podcast:    / @emotionallyonline   ✭ tiktok:   / maddiedragsbaek   ✭ twitter:   / maddiedragsbaek   ✭ spotify: https://open.spotify.com/user/woahmad... For business inquiries: partylikemaddie@gmail.com FAQ: →How old are you? ✭ 27 →Where do you live? ✭ Brooklyn, New York City →What do you edit with? ✭ Adobe Premiere Pro →What do you film with? ✭ Canon G7x →What camcorder do you use? ✭ Sony Handycam CX150 →What film camera do you shoot on? ✭ Olympus Stylus Epic Zoom 170 →What microphone do you use? ✭ Sennheiser MD 46 - Dynamic ENG Microphone MUSIC: → Epidemic Sound: https://www.epidemicsound.com/referra... TIME STAMPS: 00:00 – welcome to st. thomas baby 02:21 – heading to the beach 03:00 – "he bit my nipple" 03:42 – stray cats and a quick storm 05:10 – family dinner with a view 05:33 – voice note: moody daughter 06:33 – catamaran trip in the rain 07:32 – snorkeling!!! 08:29 – a stop at honeymoon beach 09:06 – feeling my feelings, being misunderstood, and processing heartache 10:56 – recognizing my personal growth in recent years 14:04 – i'm either honest or i'm just not there at all 15:48 – a day trip to st. john 17:34 – a floating taco bar 19:38 – rainy pool day thoughts 21:14 – sunset cruise 21:55 – last night in st. thomas