on my own

enjoy LYRICS ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [intro] [verse 1] im trynna let you close- but my minds telling me to let you go,im scared of letting go,got me juggling between lover or foe,i just want to know if you truly love me for me or if this is a dare, i hope you understand im not fully here,my minds been over there,slaying demons in my depressions lair, taking pills like its my last year, if you asked me that was my worst fear i woud tell you my heart already dropped a tear-shot a bullet at my brain but you nealy missed my heart,done being apart of this home, no longer faithful while im sitting here wondering when your heart will come home-got me staying in your heart all alone-threw out your wedding ring in a duffel back-muffling the sound of my hearts crys,now, reserved alone in the dark abyss, not a kiss or a miss you just threw to the wolves in the cold [chorus] this shit getting old,sold me a told story of love, but thats not a story im ment to roam-drinking and sinking into a bigger whole-depression taking ahold-destroying me harder than rogue-soul going colder than a elder,would do anything for her but now i dont even know her... [verse 2] going numb standing here-deepest fear is comming true-feel like im going to be left alone-been feeling pretty alone at times-thoughts running miles per hours-honoring their mission to make me go missing-commiting treason on my heart-spying because you didnt want to be apart from the one before me-you were my reason-the happy me was there not missing-got me feeling inferior after calling me your lover,kissing on your new man-guess using me was your true plan-hand in hand you told me,again and again you told me i was the one-i let you into my brain and you destroyed me silently, instantly saying it was all because of me-sitting there insulting me-destroying me from inside as i was fighting for my survival-i was loving my rival-manipulating me into staying- feelings started overdosing-after promising me a love story it was long sold-my souls out the window-hearts gone cold,but your been long sold-promises of love are killing me slow-cant find my home-(home)- so i reside inside my thoughts going rogue fighting for my survival- your heart wasnt my home no more-roaming inside the unknown-i dont think im coming back home,i have nobody to go to-used to this kind of empty-look ill keep it a buck,im not coming back,i lost track how many-but i took plenty-maybe i wont be as empty- lowkey the probability of me not coming back home is unknown- but ill make it out dead or alive on my own- #imissyou #xxxtentacion #song #latenightmusic #music #emorap #sadsongs #sad #new #songs #upcomingartist #upcomingmusician #juicewrld #lilpeep #sadboi #sadboy