Chaos in (E582)

I chose the laughter over shame that night, tore down every wall, stepped into the light. Let my heart run free when the chains broke apart, left the weight of yesterday deep in my heart. The mirror was broken, I smiled through the cracks, tired of living while watching my back. I tried to be perfect, fit into the frame, but lost who I was just to carry the name. I walked through the days pretending I’m fine, while storms in my chest were crossing the line. The guitar roars loudly like thunder above, every chord wakes a heartbeat with love. Worn-out jeans, but my back stands straight, I walk for myself, I decide my fate. Let them whisper my name, let them laugh if they choose, I’ve already burned through the fear I could lose. I’m stepping outside the cage fear had made, every step feels alive, every doubt starts to fade. Chaos in the speakers, my pulse keeps the track, every mistake was a step bringing me back. What is pride when the soul feels hollow? What is a mask when the heart says, “Follow”? I’d rather fall and learn from the ground, than stand like a statue without making a sound. Turn it up higher till the walls start to shake, nothing left to hide, no more rules to break. Every beat is a heartbeat rising in revolt, every line that I release makes my spirit whole. I laugh at the fear, I dance myself free, turning the darkness to wild energy. And if I fall, let me fall and grow, I’ll rise even higher with every step I go.