Calculated Love | ‪@SaijaXmusic‬

Calculated Love is about the kind of love that was never really love at all — where affection comes with conditions, motives hide behind promises, and every feeling has a price. It’s the moment you realise you weren’t being loved, you were being measured for what you could give. When the calculation stops working in their favour, the truth finally shows itself. Dark, bitter, and done playing the fool. 🔥🖤 When everything was falling through You always knew where I would be Every problem became ours Every burden landed on me I never asked what I'd receive I never measured what I gave But once you found your feet again You barely remembered my name Strange how quickly people change When there's nothing left to gain When you needed me, I mattered When you struggled, I was gold I was everything you wanted When you had nothing else to hold Then your life became much easier And suddenly we weren't the same You didn't need me anymore So you forgot from where you came I watched the pattern repeating Different reasons, same goodbye You arrive with empty hands Then vanish when you're satisfied My kindness wasn't friendship to you It was something you could spend And the moment you stopped needing it So did your reason to pretend Now I understand the game You don't love—you calculate When you needed me, I mattered When you struggled, I was gold I was everything you wanted When you had nothing else to hold Then your life became much easier And suddenly we weren't the same You didn't need me anymore So you forgot from where you came I remember what you had I remember what you didn't I remember every promise Made when life had brought you down Now you're standing somewhere better Acting like you climbed alone That's okay I know exactly Who you are now When you needed me, I mattered Now you don't, and that's alright I don't need your recognition I can sleep just fine at night Keep the life you built around you Keep pretending you forgot I was good enough when you had nothing Now you're nothing that I want ‪@SaijaXmusic‬