What have you done

Sometimes we feel like we went to far....but did we really? Lyrics I asked for something bigger... Then I stepped outside the door. Funny how courage feels like faith Before you know what it costs. I had a life that wasn't perfect But at least I knew the weight Knew what every month was bringing Knew how much that I could take Then I went and pushed the table Put the comfortable at risk Said I'd rather fail while moving Than spend my whole life wondering "if" Now the bills feel a little heavier And she can see it in my face I wanted more for this family... God, did I just throw it all away? What have you done? I did what I had to! What if you lose it all? Then I'll fight like hell You should've stayed where you were! I couldn't live that way! What if you broke everything? What if I'm building something? Back and forth inside my head Fear won't let me rest YOU'VE GONE TOO FAR! THEN FORWARD'S ALL I'VE GOT! Pressure follows every decision Sleep don't come the way it did Every risk looks twice as reckless When you're staring at your kids And I know she didn't ask me To carry everything alone But a man can turn a dream into a burden When he thinks it's his to hold So I pray with shaking hands now Not for easy, not escape Just enough peace for the next step And enough faith to take it anyway What have you done? I did what I had to! What if you lose it all? Then I'll fight like hell You should've stayed where you were! I couldn't live that way! What if you broke everything? What if I'm building something? Back and forth inside my head Fear won't let me rest YOU'VE GONE TOO FAR! THEN FORWARD'S ALL I'VE GOT! Maybe I was wrong... That's the thought that scares me most. Not losing money. Not losing sleep. Looking into the eyes Of the people I did this for... And wondering if I made their lives harder Just because I couldn't leave mine alone. But fear ain't proof I chose wrong... And pressure ain't a sign to quit. WHAT HAVE YOU DONE? I'M STILL STANDING! WHAT IF YOU LOSE IT ALL? I'M STILL FIGHTING! YOU SHOULD'VE STAYED WHERE YOU WERE! THAT MAN WAS DYING THERE! WHAT IF YOU BROKE EVERYTHING? THEN I'LL BUILD IT BACK AGAIN! Back and forth inside my head But fear don't get the final breath YOU'VE GONE TOO FAR! THEN FORWARD'S ALL I'VE GOT!