Chosen to die can't be found (official audio)

Searching for you But I can't find you I hear your whispers But still you escape me I've been searching all my life But the same old shit happens Whispering sweet nothings into my ear But as much as I search You can't be found I'm disappearing beneath Measuring the empty space Where you should I made mistakes I can't erase I don't need an answer I just need to face the truth Whispering sweet nothings into my ear But as much as I search You can't be found Your the miracle that I need To save me from this dark place That drowns me Whispering sweet nothings into my ear But as much as I search You can't be found Whispering sweet nothings into my ear But as much as I search You can't be found One day I'll escape this place Maybe one day I'll learn something That I didn't already know The parts of me I lost I'll walk through it Whispering sweet nothings into my ear But as much as I search You can't be found The deeper that I try to see You always alluded me