KV- Tick Tock

Music- Killer Vibes Lyrics- NX Instrumental- PDX Lyrics Tick… Tock… Tick… Tock… Can you hear that? It’s getting louder. I can’t make it stop. Another night beneath a broken ceiling, Another day pretending I can feel something. I hear the walls talk when the house goes still, And I keep running, but I’m standing here still. They said I was different, said something was wrong, I learned how to smile just to play along. There’s a thousand little voices living inside my head, And they all start talking when I get into bed. My hands won’t stop shaking, My thoughts won’t slow down. I keep hearing footsteps When there’s no one around. I don’t know what’s real anymore. Tick tock, time’s running out, There’s a voice in my head and it’s getting too loud. Tick tock, I can’t turn back, Every second takes another piece of who I am. I keep running from the person I’ve become, But the damage is done, yeah, the damage is done. Tick tock, hear the clock in my head, Counting every second till there’s nothing left. I remember the screaming, I remember the flames, I remember the feeling of forgetting my name. My sister’s voice is fading like a song through a wall, I keep reaching for the past, but there’s nothing there at all. I wear a mask so nobody can see, How much of the old me is still left in me. They see the goggles, the grin, the blades, But they never see the child underneath the rage. One voice says run. One voice says stay. One voice keeps telling me There’s no other way. I don’t know which one sounds like me. Tick tock, time’s running out, There’s a voice in my head and it’s getting too loud. Tick tock, I can’t turn back, Every second takes another piece of who I am. I keep running from the person I’ve become, But the damage is done, yeah, the damage is done. Tick tock, hear the clock in my head, Counting every second till there’s nothing left. They tell me I’m broken. Maybe they’re right. They tell me I’m dangerous. Maybe tonight… I stop pretending That I’m still the same. I close my eyes. I hear my name. But it’s not my voice. [Build-Up] Tick. Tick. Tick. TOCK. CAN’T STOP THE CLOCK! CAN’T SHUT IT DOWN! TOO MANY VOICES! TOO MUCH SOUND! I LOST MYSELF! I LOST MY WAY! I’M NOT THE BOY I WAS YESTERDAY! TICK TOCK! TICK TOCK! TELL ME WHEN THIS NIGHT WILL STOP! TICK TOCK! TICK TOCK! I CAN’T HEAR MYSELF AT ALL! Tick tock, the clock won’t stop, I hear it in the silence and it follows me around. Tick tock, there’s no going back, I don’t know if there’s a way to find the person that I am. I keep searching for the boy I left behind, For the memories that disappear each time. Tick tock, there’s a storm inside my head, And I don’t know if I’ll ever hear silence again. Tick… Tock… Is it over? I can’t hear it anymore. Wait. Why can I still hear it?