Reiki for Issues and Wounds Related to Intimacy | Energy Healing

This Reiki session is for that wound/trigger/issue that comes up when we face a feeling of longing for closeness with someone, be it friend, family, a crush, or a current partner, and we don't that connection, what we feel is the pain of the lack of that closeness, and we experience all that gets triggered when we sense that disconnect. The first thing the energy showed me was disillusionment. It basically said, "sometimes wanting intimacy with another is actually an avoidance of intimacy with yourself." The next energy was a message: Violence isn't the answer. I saw how many humans in an attempt to get intimacy will go through methods of force, coercion, or at worst abuse in order to get what they want. Except that it never really works, because true intimacy has nothing to do with force. It's two people opening to each other. The good news is that you only need to open to yourself if you want to experience intimacy. And it is a beautiful experience to have. The next insight I had was that the burdens or blockages to intimacy are not broken through with force, they are put down naturally when you drop into your heart. Thoughts of inadequacy, unworthiness, self-judgement, doubt; they come up and rear their ugly heads when we are faced with what we perceive is a lack of intimacy. Sometimes our actions are more like reactions, energized by these thoughts. It's what makes us send multiple texts, check our phones, block and unblock, run or chase, overexplain or go silent. All of these are strategies to essentially avoid the hurt of this lack of intimacy. However the good news is, all of that is simply a "self-image". As real and as scary and inadequate it may feel, at the end of the day that 'self' is really a collection of stories of me, myself, and I; just a culmination of thoughts bundled together into an idea of yourself. Who you really are is the heart. I would encourage you to simply sit and let the energy reveal what it does for you, because everyone's experience is different. For me, at the end, I felt the constant stable nature of myself as awareness, as my heart, while also feeling the incredible warmth and fullness of self-acceptance. Of intimacy with my own self. I really just felt my heart open, and in that I saw how much I was avoiding my own heart and self, and in that I was able to immediately feel the energy show me what intimacy with yourself feels like. And it's quite a happy feeling. The final insight was that this warmth and love and spirit is what people truly love inside each other, that I have found in moments of truly letting go of self-image, control, attachment, or desire for someone, that is when the magic happens and I usually get what I want, sometimes in the very moment I truly let go it's like it all runs to me. Yet when I focus on self-image, control, attachment, or desire for someone, I lose that sense of vibrancy and instead feel anxiety and it's truly not a nice state to be in. So we can allow ourselves to realize that our love and life flows much better when we are intimate with ourselves first. Not that we can't be loved when we are flawed, disconnected, or feeling down on ourselves, we definitely can, but we can also realize that we can be our own space of acceptance and love and compassion and understanding. We can offer ourselves what we are so experienced in wanting to offer others in order to be intimate with them. I felt this energy also help me with being intimate with life, with nature, with my senses. I have had a beautiful time since this energy session, and I hope it helps you just the same. I thank all those that have watched the video and I thank all those that pray and meditate and work for the betterment and peace and well-being of all being everywhere. Reiki and this video are not meant to be a replacement or substitute for any professional help or medical advice from a professional. Please seek professional help if you are in need of it. No energy healing or service I provide is guaranteed to help with any medical condition you may have. Reiki is a gentle therapeutic energy healing modality that can assist us in this journey of life. I am a Reiki Master and have been practicing energy work since 2011.