AiSongSpark - Burden [Remix]

[Intro] 息が詰まる夜に (On nights when it feels suffocating,) ひとりで揺れてる (I sway all alone.) [Verse] 息ができない (I cannot breathe,) 止まれないまま (Unable to stop,) 過ぎていく日々に (As the days pass by,) まだ目をそらしてる (I am still looking away.) 立ち止まれない… (I cannot stand still...) 抱えたものが沈めてく (The things I carry are sinking me down.) 静かなのに鳴る雷 (Lightning strikes even though it is completely silent.) 歩いてるのに自由じゃない (Though I am moving forward, I am not free.) 何かに削られてく (Something keeps chipping away at me.) [Pre-Chorus] 本当は手放せるのに (Even though I could actually just let go,) 誰かの声が (Someone's voice) 縛りつける (Binds and ties me down.) 違うことは怖いって言うけど (They say being different is terrifying,) 最後は誰も見てない (But in the end, no one is really watching.) ただ都合よく触れてたいだけ (They just want to touch it whenever it suits them.) 足りないまま続けてた (I kept going while feeling incomplete,) その意味に今気づいた (And now, I finally understand the meaning of it.) [Chorus] 手放していいよ離れていいよ (You can let it go, you can walk away,) その痛み全部背負わなくていい (You do not have to carry all of that pain.) ただの居場所にならなくていい (You do not have to just be a convenient place for someone else,) もうそのままじゃなくていい (You do not have to stay the way you are anymore.) 「もういい」って言って息をしていい (You can say "enough is enough" and finally breathe.) 必要なものまで壊さなくていい (You do not have to break the things that actually matter to you.) こぼしていいよその手から (Let it spill over and slip from your hands,) 抱えきれないものはもういらない (Because you no longer need what you cannot carry.) [Verse] 同じ形の優しさに (By the exact same kind of kindness,) 何度も飲み込まれてきた (I have been swallowed up over and over again.) 愛だと思ってたものが (The thing I used to believe was love) 少しずつ消えていく (Is slowly fading away piece by piece.) 「大丈夫」なんていらない (I do not need words like "I am okay" anymore.) ここにいる意味もいらない (I do not need a reason to exist here either.) 誰かの逃げ場になるたびに (Every single time I become someone else's refuge,) 自分が消えていく (I feel myself disappearing.) [Pre-Chorus] 今なら手放せるから (Because I can finally let it go now,) もう私は (I will no longer) 縛られない (Be tied down by anyone.) 必要とされるためじゃない (I do not exist just to be needed by someone,) 偽りなんていらない (I have absolutely no use for fabrications.) 一方通行の愛もいらない (I do not need a one-way street kind of love either.) 失うくらいなら選ばない (If it means losing myself, I will not choose it,) その答えはもう決めた (And I have already made up my mind on that answer.) [Chorus] 手放していいよ離れていいよ (You can let it go, you can walk away,) その痛み全部背負わなくていい (You do not have to carry all of that pain.) ただの居場所にならなくていい (You do not have to just be a convenient place for someone else,) もうそのままじゃなくていい (You do not have to stay the way you are anymore.) 自分を選んで息をしていい (Choose yourself and finally breathe,) 誰かのために壊れなくていい (You do not have to break yourself for anyone else's sake.) こぼしていいよその手から (Let it spill over and slip from your hands,) これは最初から私じゃない手放すよ… (This was never me to begin with, I am letting go...) もういいよ… (It is okay now...) それでも私はここにいる (Even so, I am still standing right here,) 今はただ——私のまま (And for now, I will just be—exactly who I am.)