The end of all I carried (Official Audio)

I gave you more time than I could count, More than I ever thought I had. I kept believing you'd turn around, While you kept holding something back. I’m tired of living in maybe, Tired of waiting for a sign. I’ve carried this far beyond forever— Tonight, I’m leaving it behind. I tried to give you room, I tried to let you choose. But every day you said nothing Was another day I lost to you. This is the end of all I carried, I’m too worn down to hold it now. There’s one last thing I need to tell you, One truth I never figured out— How I could give you everything And still be standing here alone. So hear me clearly one last time: I gave you all I had to give. I wish I could have stayed much calmer, Wish I could wait another year. I wanted patience to be stronger Than every doubt that brought me here. But you never knew what waiting Does to someone day by day. And if I keep hoping for an answer, I’ll just keep watching myself fade. You never had to ask How long I’d stay this way. You knew I’d still be waiting, So you never had to change. This is the end of all I carried, I’m too worn down to hold it now. Walking away is gonna hurt me, But staying hurts me more each day. I know tomorrow I may break down, I know I’ll wish I could come home. But this time I have chosen me— And I am letting you go. If you never wanted what I wanted, Why did you let me wait so long? Why let me keep believing There was something to hold on? This is the end of all I carried, No more waiting for your mind to change. There’s one last word I never wanted, But I can’t keep swallowing the pain. I gave you every chance I had, And every reason I could find. So here it is, the hardest word I’ll ever say to you tonight— Goodbye. Goodbye. I waited longer than I should have. I gave you more than you would take. Goodbye... Goodbye.