Not mine to carry

For better audio quality, listen on spotify, youtube music or apple music! Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1UUSUe... Youtube music:    • Not mine to carry   Apple music: Lyrics: (Verse 1) You say my name like I owe you something Like I was there when the damage started You tell the story so you come out clean And I’m the one who looks cold-hearted I’ve heard enough of your half-sorry voice You always know how to make it sound fair But every time you need somewhere to bleed You act like I should be standing there (Pre-Chorus) I’m tired of being the place you run to When you don’t like what you’ve done (Chorus) Don’t hand me the weight you won’t live with Don’t call it love when it feels like this I’m barely getting through my own nights I can’t keep saving yours too You swear you never meant to hurt me I almost believe you sometimes But good intentions don’t fix broken ribs And I’m done saying I’m fine (Verse 2) You change the facts when the room gets quiet You make yourself the one who cried And I just stand there, taking the blame For all the things you keep inside I know that look, I know that silence I know the part where I give in But I’m not the same as I was back then I’m not opening that door again (Pre-Chorus) You can call me cruel if you need to I know what I stayed through (Chorus) Don’t hand me the weight you won’t live with Don’t call it love when it feels like this I’m barely getting through my own nights I can’t keep saving yours too You swear you never meant to hurt me I almost believe you sometimes But good intentions don’t fix broken ribs And I’m done saying I’m fine (Bridge) I wasn’t trying to be the bad one I just stopped letting you win I didn’t ask for all this anger You kept leaving it under my skin I wasn’t born to carry your shame I only learned to survive it And if that makes me hard to love now Maybe you should ask who made me like this (Final Chorus) Don’t hand me the weight you won’t live with Don’t call it love when it feels like this I’m barely getting through my own nights I can’t keep saving yours too You swear you never meant to hurt me But sorry don’t turn back time I hope you find what you’re looking for But it’s not coming out of mine (Outro) It was never mine to carry I just held it for too long It was never mine to carry Now I’m putting it down and I’m gone.