Azelder - This Anxiety

This song is an extension on what I struggle with. I know many people do as well, so I hope this can at least bring some peace; be relatable to others going through it. Let me know what you think! #viral #trending #youtube #music #fyp Follow me!   / azelder     / therealazelder   http://www.x.com/@realazelder Lyrics: I don't like myself, Always drowning in self-doubt. My mind is a whirlwind, Where fractures of reality begin to bend. Thinking that everything is my fault, I get too caught up in my own thoughts. Becoming too much for others' delight, I push everyone out of my life. Strip it all away, hide behind the curtain, Believing that I'm nothing but a burden. (Oh-oh-oh) Why am I always too much? (Oh-oh-oh) Tell me when I can get that healing touch. (Mm-mm) How much longer can this go on? To where I'm no longer struggling to hold on? This anxiety, yeah, anxiety— Just bring me to sobriety. The problem lies with all of my past trauma, Past relationships, heartbreak, death and drama. People are so quick to judge without knowing why, I know I am too much and that's why they pass me by. I carry the weight of a broken heart, And should've told you right from the start. But every time I open up to speak, I'm only ever labeled as weak. Calling myself the problem, overthinking. The self-sabotage, the self-destructing. I waste every second over-analyzing, Rewinding every moment, second-guessing. (Oh-oh-oh) Why am I always too much? (Oh-oh-oh) Tell me when I can get that healing touch. (Mm-mm) How much longer can this go on? To where I'm no longer struggling to hold on? This anxiety, yeah, anxiety— Just bring me to sobriety. (Oh-oh-oh) Why am I too much? (Yeah, yeah-eah) Tell me when I can get that healing touch. (Oh-mm-mm) How much longer can this go on? To where I'm no longer struggling to hold on? This anxiety, yeah, anxiety— This anxiety, yeah, anxiety. Still drowning in self-doubt... Still hiding behind the curtain. Just a burden to the ones I love. Looking for a way out, looking from above. How much longer can this go on? I'm so tired... So tired of holding on. Bring me to sobriety... THIS SONG WAS WRITTEN BY ME, PRODUCED BY SUNO. I OWN THE RIGHTS TO MY LYRICS AND SONGS THAT I GENERATE THROUGH SUNO WITH MY SUBSCRIPTION.