عطش الزيارة | ملا حاتم العبدالله

عطش الزيارة الرادود حاتم العبدالله الشاعر حسن طاهر المعيبد مدير التصوير ميثم الضيف ترجمة عمار شاكر مونتاج علي بوجبارة مخطوطة سيد حيدر البراهيم غلاف سجاد علي إنتاج موكب الجعفرية الاربعين ١٤٤٨ هـ زيارة الحسين عليه السلام ﻋطﺷﺎن وﻣو ﻛل اﻟﻌطش ﻣﺎي I am thirsty—and not every thirst is for water اﻟﺷوگ أﻗﺳﻰ ﻣن اﻟظﻣﮫ اھواي Longing is far harsher than thirst ﻋذب اﻟزﯾﺎره اﺳﮕﯾﻧﻲ ﻣوﻻي The sweetness of visitation quenches me, my master ﯾﺎ ﺣﺳﯾن O Hussain أﺣﺑك ﯾﺎ ﻣن اﺳﺗﺷﻌر ﻟطِف ﻗُرﺑﮫ I love you, O one whose nearness is filled with gentle grace ﻣﺳﺎﻓﺔ ﺟﺑﮭﺗﻲ ﻋن ﻟﮭﻔﺔ اﻟﺗرﺑﮫ The distance between my forehead and your soil burns within me ﺻﺑﺎح اﻟﻔرﮔﮫ ﯾﺷﺑﮫ ﻟﯾﻠﺔ اﻟﻐرﺑﮫ The morning of separation feels like a night of exile ﺗرى ﻣﯾّﺔ ﺷﻣس ﻣﺎ ﺗﻐﻧﻲ ﻋن ﮔﺑّﮫ A hundred suns can never replace one glimpse of your dome ﺷﻣﺎ دﻋﯾت ﯾﺎ ﯾﺳر ﺑﻌد اﻟﻌﺳر Whenever I pray, O ease after hardship اﺗذﻛرّﯾت ﻛرﺑﻠﮫ وﻛت اﻟﻔﺟر I remember Karbala at dawn ذﯾﭻ اﻟﻧﺳﺎﯾم ﺗﺟﺑر اﻟروح Those breezes mend the soul ﻣﺟروح ﯾﺎ ﺑو اﻟﯾﻣَﮫ ﻣﺟروح I am wounded, O father of mercy, wounded ﻣﻧَك وﻻ ﻣن ﻏﯾرك ادواي From you—and no one but you—is my cure ﯾﺎ ﺣﺳﯾن O Hussain أﺣﺑك ﯾﺎ ﺣﺳﯾن اﻋﻣﻖ ﻣن اﻟﺷﮭﮕﮫ I love you, O Hussain, deeper than a sigh ﺑﺻدر ﻣﺧﻧوگ وﯾدوّ ر ﻧﻔَس ﻣﻠﮕﮫ Like a suffocated chest searching for breath ﺗدري ﺷﺣﺎل ﮔﻠﺑﻲ ﺑﮭذي اﻟﻔرﮔﮫ Do you know what my heart has become in this separation? ﻣﺧﯾّم، واﻟﻠﻲ ﯾذﻛر ﻛرﺑﻠﮫ ﯾﺣرﮔﮫ A burning camp—whoever remembers Karbala is consumed by it ﺻرت اﺣﯾر ﻣن ﯾﻣر طﺎري اﻟﺻﺣن I become lost whenever the thought of the shrine crosses my mind ﭼﻧﻲ طير ﺑﻌدك ﻣﺿﯾْﻊ اﻟوطن Like a bird lost from its homeland after you ﯾزوروك ﻋﻧّﻲ، وﻣن ﯾﺻورون They visit you on my behalf, and when they send pictures ﻣﺎ ﺗﺑﮕﻰ ﻣن ﻛﺛر اﻟﺑﭼﻲ اﻋﯾون No tears remain in my eyes from all the crying ﻛﻠﮭم إﺟوا ﻟك وآﻧﺎ ﻣﺎ ﺟﺎي They all came to you while I could not ﯾﺎ ﺣﺳﯾن O Hussain أﺣﺑك ﺣب ﯾﺑﯾّن ﺣﺗﻰ ﺑﺎﻟﻧﺑره I love you with a love heard even in my tone اﻣن اﮔول (اﺣﺳﯾن) ﻛﻠﮭﺎ ﺗظن ﺑدﯾت اﻗره The moment I say “Hussain,” people think I’ve begun reciting elegy واﻟﯾﺳﺄﻟﻧﻲ ﻋن اﻟﺷوگ و اﻟﺟﻣره Whoever asks me about longing and burning grief— ﺑس ﻟﻠﺣﺿره ﺑس ﻟﻠﺣﺿره، ﻟﻠﺣﺿره It is only for the holy shrine… only for the shrine ﻣد ﻟﻲ إﯾد ﯾﺎ ﺟواب اﻻﺳﺋﻠﮫ Extend your hand to me, O answer to all questions ﻣﺎ أرﯾد ھوه ﻣﺎ ﺑﯾﮫ ﻛرﺑﻠﮫ I want nothing that does not contain Karbala ﻛل اﻷﻣﺎﻛن وﺣﺷﮫ ﯾﺣْﺳﯾن Every place feels lonely, O Hussain واﻷﻧسُ ﻣﺎ ﺑﯾنَ اﻟﺿرﯾﺣﯾن And comfort exists only between the two shrines اﻧﺗﮫ اﻷﻣﺎن ﺑﺧوف دﻧﯾﺎي You are safety amid the fears of my world ﯾﺎ ﺣﺳﯾن O Hussain أﺣﺑك وﷲ ﻣﺎ أﺧﺟل أردّدھﺎ By God, I love you and I’m never ashamed to repeat it وھﯾّﮫ اﻟﻣﺎ ﺗﺣﺑك ﺷﺗﺣب؟ ﺷﻌدھﺎ؟ And whoever doesn’t love you—what could they possibly love? ﻋﻠﻰ ﻓرﮔﺎك روﺣﻲ ﻻ ﺗﻌوّدھﺎ My soul can never grow used to your absence أﺧذھﺎ اﻣن اﻟﺗﻌب، ﺑﺎﻟﺣﺿره وﺳّدھﺎ Take it from exhaustion and let it rest in your shrine ﯾﺎﻟﺣﺑﯾب ﯾﺎﻟﺷﻐﻠﻧﻲ ﻋن ﺳواه O beloved, O one who made me forget all else ﯾﺎﻟﻘرﯾب واﺑﺗﻌد ﮔﺑره وﺿواه O near one, though his grave and light seem distant أﺷﺑﮓ ﺿرﯾﺣك وآﻧﺎ ﻣﺗﻌوب I cling to your shrine while exhausted ﻟﮭﻔﺔ ﻣﺣب و اﻣﻼﮔﻲ ﻣﺣﺑوب The yearning of a lover finally meeting the beloved أدﻓﻊ ﺣﯾﺎﺗﻲ ﺳﯾّدي ﻟﮭﺎي My master, I would give my life for this ﯾﺎ ﺣﺳﯾن O Hussain روﺣﻲ ﺑﻔرﮔﺗك ﻋﺎﺷت ﻟﯾﺎﻟﯾﮭﺎ My soul has lived long nights in your separation طﻔﻠﮫ و اﻟﮭﺟر ﯾﺳﻠب ﺗراﭼﯾﮭﺎ Like a child robbed of sleep by abandonment ﺷوﻛت ﺗﮕﻌد وﺷﺑﺎﭼك ﯾدارﯾﮭﺎ When will it sit by your shrine and be comforted? وﭼف ﺑﺎرﺑﻊ أﺻﺎﺑﻊ ﺗﻣﺳﺢ اﻋﻠﯾﮭﺎ And a hand with four fingers wipes over it ﻛون اﺟﯾك واﺷﺑﮓ ﺑﺻﺣﻧك طﻔل If only I could come to you and cling to your courtyard like a child وارﺗﺟﯾك ﺗﻔك ﻣن اﯾدي اﻟﺣﺑل And beg you to untie the rope from my hands أﮔﻌد واﺳوﻟف ﻟك ﻋن اﻟﺿﯾم I would sit and tell you of all my ظلم and pain وردة وأﺧﯾرًا ﺗﺷﻛﻲ ﻟﻠﻐﯾم Like a flower finally complaining to the clouds أﻣطر ﻋﻠَﻲ ظﻠﻠﻧﻲ ﺑﻔﯾﺎي Rain upon me and shade me with your protection ﯾﺎ ﺣﺳﯾن O Hussain ﺑﻧﺎر اﻟﺷوگ و ﻧﺎر اﻟدﻣﻌﮫ ﺻرت اﺣﺗﺎر Between the fire of longing and the fire of tears, I became lost وھﯾّﮫ اﻟﻧﺎر ﺣﺗﻣًﺎ ﻣﺎ ﺗطّﻔﻲ اﻟﻧﺎر And one fire can never extinguish another fire أﺗذﻛّر و اﺣن ﺑس أﻛﺗم اﻟﺗذﻛﺎر I remember, yet I keep those memories hidden اﺧﺎف اﺣﭼﻲ ﻟﻲ ذﻛرى و اﻗﮭِر اﻟﻣﺎ زار I fear speaking of them and hurting those who’ve never visited you اﻟﻣﺎ إﺟﺎك ﺣﺗﻰ ﻣرة ﺑﺎﻟﻌﻣر The one who never came to you even once in life ﻋن ﻟِﻘﺎك ﺧﺎﯾف اﺣﭼﻲ وﯾﻧﻘﮭر I fear speaking of meeting you lest they break down آﻧﺎ اﻟﻠﻲ زرﺗك وآﻧﺎ ﻣﺷﺗﺎگ I visited you while still longing for you ﺷﺣﺎل اﻟﻠﻲ ﻋﻣره اﻓراگ ﺑﺎﻓراگ Then what of the one whose entire life is separation upon separation? ﯾﻣﻛن ﯾزور اﻟﺳﻧّﮫ واﯾﺎي Perhaps next year, he will visit with me ﯾﺎ ﺣﺳﯾن O Hussain