— mep collection ⌗1

howdy. wow, this has been rough!! this took me so many hours to complete. i’m so drained. i even have a couple more i need to go ahead & complete, and its making me sick to my stomach just thinking about it. i’ve been suffering more & more, day by day with a lot of things, and now editing. since late july life has gotten pretty bad for me, as much as i make it seem i live this magical life. i lie. ————————— about the mep parts themselves, i’m a overachiever, and not meaning that to say that my mep parts are “good” but i push myself a bit too much than i should. i add all this stuff to give myself the thought that my edits are not well, “bad” lol. but sometimes it doesn’t work and i end up making something shitty, and thats were most of my old edits for last year went!! if you even remember me in the community early-mid last year :’) oh also, the whole changing watermark/user multiple times upset me and made it icky when i saw a old user on a old edit, so i deleted most of them. (merlin you have heard about this lol) i’m sorry i missed nalani’s birthday edit, and theres little chance i will have time to make adán one. that really hurts me. anyways, i’m very sad right now to say the least, more than just things a teenager goes through i suppose. but i’m continuing to work on myself, especially physically recently so yay?? juliet — ‪@trua_1over‬    • juliet   calling all the monsters ‪@ForeverShouka‬ —    • CATM   zombie — ‪@Forevershamu‬    • zombie   river — shanghai haichang ocean park via instagram (special thanks to lu!!) lost boys — @keijo_flukes13    • lost boys   black star — @marine_merlin    • black star   celeste — (myself)    • celeste   stupid song — ‪@Starbuck847‬    • stupid song   one song (fixed!!) — ‪@kaliawavez.22‬ all cetuscetus if you want specific credit for any photos used, lmk!!