ບໍ່ຮັກແຕ່ເປັນຫຍັງຫົວໃຈເຈັບ I don't love you, but why does my heart hurt

I give up... I’m stepping aside. Even though my heart still loves you, still holds you dear, I have no right to try and win you back. I’m left only to embrace the pain... all on my own. I’m just an ordinary person struggling through life, Waking up early to earn a living and get by. Some days money runs short, some days my spirit flags, But thinking of you gives me the strength to keep fighting. I have no riches, no money to show off, No fancy, sweet words like other men have. I have only calloused hands and a heart that loves you, But what I have... still isn't enough for you. I tried—I gave it everything I had, But my love couldn't overcome the harsh reality. I don't want to see you suffer through hardship with me, So I have to force myself... to let you go. I give up... even though I love you so much. The more it hurts, The more I want to hold you, yet I must force myself to step away. The more I miss you, the more I realize there is no way forward. The one who loves you most... is the one who has to give up. I surrender... even though my heart still loves you. I accept the pain, bearing it alone in this moment of defeat. If your leaving leads you to find true love, Then I choose to suffer the pain... rather than see you unhappy. We once dreamed of building a life together, Of having a little home and growing old side by side. I wanted to work hard to give you a better, more comfortable life. But today, "us"... is nothing more than a memory. Others might see me smiling just as I always did, Going to work and greeting people as usual. But no one knows how shattered I am inside, Because the person I wanted by my side... is gone. I surrender... the more I love you, the more it hurts. The more I want to hold you... The more I force myself to pull away, The more I miss you, the more I realize there is no way forward. The one who loves you most... has to be the one to give up. I surrender... even though my heart still loves you. I accept the pain, bearing it alone in this moment of defeat. If your leaving leads you to find true love, Then I choose to suffer the pain... rather than see you unhappy. My dear... if one day you feel lonely, Don't think I’ve easily forgotten our story. I am simply learning to live with this heartache, Because the reality of life is... not everyone gets to stay together. I won't ask you to come back, Nor ask for pity for the one who lost. I only ask that you take good care of yourself; As for me... I will slowly heal my own heart. I surrender... the more I love you, the more it hurts. Loving you with all my heart, yet I must let go. In an ordinary life, sometimes we have to force ourselves to accept reality, And put away the dreams we once shared... Let it be the past I give up... I won't hold you back When the time comes to cry, I won't blame anyone Thank you for having me in your heart once upon a time From now on, I’ll find a way to go on... Even without you... It’s not that I’ve stopped loving you... I’ve just come to realize that... Some people... no matter how much we love them... We simply cannot keep them with us... I give up... 💔