I USED TO BE AN INFLUENCER...NOW I'M SCARED TO BE SEEN | REDISCOVERING MYSELF

There was a time when I loved being in front of the camera. I loved dressing up, taking pictures, making videos and simply being seen. Today, I sometimes open my camera, look at myself… and close it. Somewhere between weight gain, anxiety, overthinking and constantly comparing myself to the person I used to be, I slowly stopped showing up. And I think the hardest part wasn’t just changing physically. It was feeling like I was losing a version of myself that I really loved. This video is not a transformation video. I’m not here with a perfect before-and-after story or pretending that I’ve figured everything out. I’m still struggling. I’m still healing. I’m still learning how to feel comfortable in my own skin again. But maybe I don’t have to wait until I’m “better” to start living again. Maybe I can start exactly where I am. So this is Day 3 of my journey — coming back to myself, one uncomfortable step at a time. If you’ve ever looked at an old version of yourself and wondered, “Where did I go?”… maybe you’ll understand this one. 🤍 Subscribe if you want to follow the real, imperfect version of this journey. #HealingJourney #SelfGrowth #BodyConfidence #Anxiety #WeightGain