I feel like my Spanish Sucks.

Time Stamps 0:00 Intro 0:40 Problems I'm having 1:46 Fluent vs Native ability 3:20 Speaking plateau problems 5:12 improvements in speaking 6:31 Accent Woes 8:45 is fluency the finish line? 10:05 Where my ability is at 13:36 Issues Forgetting the basics why?? 14:38 My worries 17:22 ability recap 19:12 Spanish output section 22:17 closing thoughts 23:00 outro