NovaBigSteppa - Closed Chapter (Audio)

Lyrics: I need a moment to preach Holding in all these emotions think it’s time that I speak Man the air been getting thicker getting harder to breathe I’m suffocating from holding in all the shit that I seen I got family holding grudges for some shit that they did Both parents strung out on the pipe since I was a kid They don’t even check to see if I’m breathing But fuck it cause giving birth to me was all that I needed I don’t need your pity I just do my own thing I know God walks with me He’s the only reason I ain’t going insane You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone But it’s too late To late It’ll be too late My whole family been struggling with drug addictions Put in foster homes & separated from my siblings But somehow they found a way to blame me I’m just blessed that I ain’t let it change me Can you imagine how I felt I was only like 5 Moms breaking shit and screaming cause she can’t get high Hugging my brothers All we could do was sit there and cry Ignoring the pain but deep down I was screaming inside I needed help But my father wasn’t there I guess he was just too focused on his self And now that I got older I’m just tryna focus on my mental health And the only way to do that is to close this book & put it on the shelf Close this chapter of my life cause it’s time to put that book back on the shelf I don’t need your pity I just do my own thing I know God walks with me He’s the only reason I ain’t going insane You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone but it’s too late Too late It’ll be too late I’ll see you again Written by: Novabigsteppa Produced by: JpBeatz Engineer: Lucky1 Follow NovaBigSteppa: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Novabigstepp... Instagram:   / novabigsteppa   Twitter: https://twitter.com/novabigsteppa?s=1... YouTube:    / @novabigsteppa   Tik Tok: https://www.tiktok.com/@novabigsteppa... #novabigsteppa #thejourney #closedchapter