I'M SEARCHING

PROD. By ‪@AdHushMusic Lyrics : I keep refreshing the same page Like your name might change [Verse 1] I searched your name in old messages Found a version of me I don't recognize You said forever like a promise Now forever's just a word I scroll by My room still holds that blue hoodie I tell my friends that I forgot But every time the house gets quiet I reach for things we never got I been walking past your corner store Taking the long way home again Twenty years and acting grown Still asking where the ending went [Pre-Chorus] If I could search the past tonight I'd stop before I said goodbye [Chorus] I'm searching for a reason you left Searching through the pieces you kept Your picture's gone from my lock screen But I still see you when I can't sleep I'm searching, searching, no answer comes Just your old voice and the morning sun If love was lost, tell me where I'm still looking everywhere [Verse 2] I typed a message, then erased it Three little dots became a grave I know you don't owe me an explanation But silence has a way of making me wait My little brother asked about you I said, “She's busy,” looked away Funny how the smallest lie Can fill an entire day I heard our song outside the laundromat And missed the bus I couldn't chase Watched my clean clothes spin in circles Like my thoughts around your face [Rap Verse] Yeah, I search in the comments, search in the crowd Search every jacket that looks like yours now Search through the photos I swore I'd delete Zoom in on your smile, then I fall asleep I don't want closure, I want one more night One more cheap dinner, one more dumb fight One more “be safe” at the end of the call One more chance to not lose it all I tell everybody I'm fine, that's the script Then your birthday shows up and my whole chest dips I’m young, but the hurt got an old man's weight And I keep checking that door like you're running late [Chorus] I'm searching for a reason you left Searching through the pieces you kept Your picture's gone from my lock screen But I still see you when I can't sleep I'm searching, searching, no answer comes Just your old voice and the morning sun If love was lost, tell me where I'm still looking everywhere [Bridge] Maybe the answer isn't hidden Maybe it hurts because it's clear You found a life beyond my window And I stayed waiting here [Final Chorus] I'm searching for a way to let go Searching for the person I was before Your picture's gone from my lock screen But I can finally breathe when I can't sleep I'm searching, searching, the room stays still No message comes, and maybe it never will If love was lost, it's not nowhere It lives in what we couldn't repair [Outro] I close the page I leave your name And let the silence stayON #music #songviral #trending