Citizen Soldier - Afraid of Alone // Cover (Official Audio)

   • Citizen Soldier x @JakeSeguraMusic  - Afra...   When I was a kid, I was desperate for friends 'Cause I didn't like the dark in my mind that was pulling me in Not much has changed, between now and then 'Cause I get attached, but no love could match the noise in my head I'm the jealous type on crack cocaine My insecurities will light you up in flames I'll always try too hard, bending 'til I break Something about the self-destruction feels so safe I think I love too hard, 'cause I'm afraid of alone I tear good things apart, whenever I hold them close 'Causе I go fight or flight seeing the slightest sign That they might carе less than I do and leave me far behind I sabotage everything that I need most, 'cause I'm afraid of alone ('Cause I'm afraid of alone) 'Cause I'm afraid of alone It's hard looking back, 'cause remembering hurts I start losing count of friendships I drowned, assuming the worst Good people I framed through the victim I played Like I'd sell any soul to feel in control and now it's too late I'm the jealous type on crack cocaine Disguising selfishness as a boundary strained I'll always choose myself over the trust I blame For every single spiral that rewired this brain I think I love too hard, 'cause I'm afraid of alone I tear good things apart, whenever I hold them close 'Cause I go fight or flight seeing the slightest sign That they might care less than I do and leave me far behind I sabotage everything that I need most, 'cause I'm afraid of Who I really am, when I can't have control Don't know why I hate people I forced to go Coddling the one that's been chasing the curse 'Cause you can't leave me, if I leave you first I don't like it anymore, for when I try to change Something about the self-destruction feels so safe I think I love too hard, 'cause I'm afraid of alone I tear good things apart, whenever I hold them close 'Cause I go fight or flight seeing the slightest sign That they might care less than I do and leave me far behind I sabotage everything that I need most, 'cause I'm afraid of alone 'Cause I'm afraid of alone