Somebody’s Boy

Available free to download on my Suno account: inkd_midnight If you use my contact please just give me credit! Thank you! ———————————————————————————————— Support & Resources: If you or someone you know is struggling, overwhelmed, or in crisis, please know that you do not have to carry the weight alone. Help is available 24/7: In the US & Canada: Call or text 988 to reach the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline, or chat at 988lifeline.org. Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741 (US and Canada) or 85258 (UK). International Resources: Find support lines in your country at findahelpline.com. ———————————————————————————————— Lyrics: [Intro] Mama left the porch light on again I came home with winter in my coat [Verse 1] The rent notice curled by the kitchen sink Two days sober, then I couldn't think My brother called from county, voice gone thin Said, “Don't come down here wearing that grin” I sold my watch for a bag and a ride Told myself I was buying back time But every high had a bill due soon And every lie filled another room [Chorus] I hate what the hurt made out of me I hate how the bottle gets to speak When the night says, “Go where you can't come back,” I hold one breath, then I answer back No halo, no clean escape Just one more hour I can choose to stay If you hear me under all this noise I'm still here, I'm still somebody's boy [Verse 2] Sirens stitched blue through the blinds at dawn A friend got buried with his work boots on We said “be tough” like that paid the debt Now his mother keeps his last text set I learned that anger can wear your face And make a home feel like a dangerous place I broke that door, I broke her trust Then sat on the curb with my hands in the dust I won't call the damage a beautiful scar Some wounds stay open, some travel far But I can name what I did, what I need And ask for help before anger takes lead [Chorus] I hate what the hurt made out of me I hate how the bottle gets to speak When the night says, “Go where you can't come back,” I hold one breath, then I answer back No halo, no clean escape Just one more hour I can choose to stay If you hear me under all this noise I'm still here, I'm still somebody's boy [Bridge] If you're standing at the edge of the hour Put both feet down; call somebody now Say your own name, say where you are Let a living voice find you where you are I can't promise the ache disappears I can promise this moment can be shared [Verse 3] Now I sweep glass from the hallway floor My sister leaves soup by the bedroom door I take the long way past the old back lot Some days I heal; some days I do not The past keeps knocking, I know its tone But I don't have to let it in alone A number in my phone, a hand on the rail Small ways to live when the big plans fail No grand clean ending, no instant light Just morning arriving, one more night And if I slip, I will tell the truth Before the dark gets to speak for me too [Final Chorus] I hate what the hurt made out of me But hurt doesn't get the last word for me When the night says, “Go where you can't come back,” I hold one breath, then I answer back No halo, no clean escape Just one more hour I can choose to stay If you hear me under all this noise I'm still here, I'm still somebody's boy [Outro] Mama left the porch light on again I made it home I made it in ———————————————————————————————— Check out my stasis (concept) album! The album should be heard from start to finish without skips and in order. 1: Amber Ozone 2: Advocate 3: Divinity 4: Traded Debts 5: Stasis 6: Benthic (Iron Lung tribute) 7: Sublimation ———————————————————————————————— Suno: https://suno.com/@inkd_midnight Instagram: Inkd_Midnighttt TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@inkd_midnight... ———————————————————————————————— #youtubemusic #numetal #alternativemetal #freemusic #royaltyfreemusic #songwriter #songlyrics #songs #songwriting #trending #music #rockmusic #metalcore #darkwave #typebeat #viral #beats