i am a hoarder | my story, how it all started, and recovery (part 1)

Finally telling the story of how my hoarding behavior started, and embarking on the first REAL declutter of my life, which will hopefully also be my last. This is why I've been gone from YouTube for so long. It's been a really tough time and decluttering takes a lot more out of me than I thought it would, but hopefully after this video, uploads should be back on schedule ♡ #hoarding #hoarder #decluttering #mentalhealth #childhood trauma ♡ time stamps ♡ 0:00 intro 2:12 what is hoarding? 3:58 is it just having too much stuff? 6:00 time for a wakeup call 10:00 why do people become hoarders? 19:48 recovery begins again ♡ follow me! ♡ Main IG:   / hexaangel   Lush IG:   / hexaloveslush   ♡ support this channel ♡ Donate to Patreon:   / hexaangel   Buy my art: https://hexacreates.bigcartel.com/ ♡ thank you to my patrons! ♡ Peter ♡ my filming setup ♡ camera: https://amzn.to/2TB2yH9 main lens: https://amzn.to/34CKh2w artsy lens: https://amzn.to/3mA1Q9z ringlight: https://amzn.to/2HDI3r7 fancy mic: https://amzn.to/3mDlgKP ♡ discount codes ♡ Use code HEXA at https://muddybody.com/ for 10% off! ♡ music ♡ https://www.epidemicsound.com/referra... That Impossible Last Breath - Da Sein Are We The Same - Kikoru Incomplete - Gavin Luke Reni - Valante In This Moment - Gavin Luke Sentient - Gavin Luke