heaven's subway seat - feelings through ai

“Heaven’s Subway Seat” is an emotional pop song about missing the people you love and wishing you could have just one more moment with them. Lyrics: [Intro] I still look for you in crowded rooms, Like grief forgot to tell me you're gone. And every time the train doors open, I think I'll see you getting on. [Verse 1] Jacob, I still save the stupid things I'd tell you if you were around. Little jokes that wouldn't matter To anybody else in town. And Kalee, I still hear your laughter In the silence of my phone. It's a special kind of heartbreak When the world moves on without your own. I keep talking to the ceiling, Like the stars might pass things through. If heaven has a subway station, Is there a seat reserved for you? [Pre-Chorus] 'Cause I would trade a thousand tomorrows For one more yesterday, Just to hear you say my name again Before you slip away. [Chorus] There's a heaven's subway seat With your names carved in the steel, And I'm standing on the platform With a heart that can't stand still. Do you watch me miss you daily? Do you know I haven't healed? There's a heaven's subway seat, But there's no way I can reach. And I hate the thought of heaven If it means you're out of reach. There's a heaven's subway seat, And I'm still saving mine for three. [Verse 2] I wonder if the nights are golden, If the stars are close enough to touch, If you finally found some quiet, If you know I miss you this much. Jacob, would you tease me for crying? Would you tell me I'll be fine? Kalee, would you roll your eyes and laugh At how I read between the lines? I keep trying to be grateful For the time I got to know you, But nobody tells you what to do When gratitude still hurts you. [Pre-Chorus] They say love doesn't leave us, That it's somewhere in the air, But I'd give anything to hold it Instead of reaching everywhere. [Chorus] There's a heaven's subway seat With your names carved in the steel, And I'm standing on the platform With a heart that can't stand still. Do you watch me miss you daily? Do you know I haven't healed? There's a heaven's subway seat, But there's no way I can reach. And I hate the thought of heaven If it means you're out of reach. There's a heaven's subway seat, And I'm still saving mine for three. [Bridge] But what if you could hear me? What if heaven had a phone? What if all these words I've swallowed Finally found their way back home? Would you tell me that you miss me? Would you tell me that you're near? Would you say that I'm still part of you, That you somehow feel me here? [Jacob] Gracie, you don't have to wait here. You don't have to stay in pain. We remember all the laughter, Not just every tear and rain. [Kalee] Gracie, please don't keep on hurting Just to prove that we were loved. You keep looking for our shadows When we're somewhere up above. [Jacob and Kalee] We don't want you on that platform. We don't want you stuck in blue. There's a whole life still before you. Please don't spend it missing us. [Verse 3] But you get to say goodbye to me Like you know I'll be okay. You get to tell me to keep living From a place I can't reach today. You get to call it moving forward. You get to say that I'll be fine. But you don't have to wake up here And learn to live with your goodbye. [Final Chorus] There's a heaven's subway seat With your names carved in the steel, And you tell me not to wait there, But you don't know how it feels. You say, "Gracie, keep on living," Like it's something I can choose, Like the world didn't get quieter The day it lost the sound of you. And I know you want me smiling. I know you want me free. But how can I stop waiting When you're still everything to me? There's a heaven's subway seat, And I can almost see the light. But the train keeps pulling farther Every time I close my eyes. You say, "Don't stay here forever," But forever's what I fear. 'Cause if I stop looking for you, Does that mean you're less than here? [Outro] Jacob, Kalee, I won't ask you to come home. I'll just leave the porch light burning When I'm sitting here alone. And if heaven has a subway, If there's room for one more dream, Save me a seat beside you... But don't come looking for me. Not yet. Not yet.