裏結び

格子の影が、ほどけない夜を畳んでいく。 帯の裏に残した小さな空白へ、息が戻る。 幕の向こうへ渡すのは、誰かの形ではなく私の声。 🎧 Title: 裏結び | Hidden Knot ■Credits Vocal: うらどけね (AI Vocal) Music: AI Composition ■Lyrics 灯を落とした楽屋裏 帯の結び目を探る ほどけぬように結んだ手 優しさだけが少しきつい 正面からなら笑えるの 背中に残る細い熱 拍子木が遠くで鳴って 浅い息を数えてた ひと指ぶん緩めたら すべて崩れる気がして 声になれない母音だけ 襟の内側で揺れた 裏結び　ほどけない 背中で息を止めている 裏結び　ほどけない 笑うために締めた糸 拍手が遠くで膨らんで 喉の奥だけ乾いてる 幕を開ける合図より ひと息だけが欲しかった 呼び戻す鈴が鳴る 袖の影が揺れている 結び目へ爪をかけ ひと指ぶんだけ空けた 崩れるはずの襟はまだ わたしの肩で留まって 誰にも見えない隙間から 低い声が立ち上がる そっと風が背をなでる 張りつめた布の向こう 隠していたこの響きを 今は抱いたまま行く 裏結び　ほどけない 背中で息を止めている 裏結び　ほどけない 笑うために締めた糸 拍手が遠くで膨らんで 喉の奥だけ乾いてる 幕を開ける合図より ひと息だけが欲しかった 結び目に残る熱は 結んだ手だけのものじゃない ほどく指も　結ぶ指も 今は同じこの手だ まだ歌える 裏結び　ほどかない 指一本の隙間を残す 裏結び　ほどかない この背中から声が出る 拍手よりも先にいま 自分の息が胸を打つ 幕が上がる　振り向かず その一音を歌い出す さあ 最後の余韻に布が鳴る 結び目もここにある -------------------- ■English Lyrics The backstage room goes dark. I feel for the knot in my obi. Hands tied it so it would not come undone. Only their kindness feels a little tight. Facing front, I can smile. A thin heat lingers on my back. Wooden clappers sound far away. I counted each shallow breath. If I loosen it by one finger's width, I feel everything might fall apart. Only vowels that cannot become a voice Tremble inside my collar. Hidden knot, it won't come undone. I hold my breath behind my back. Hidden knot, it won't come undone. The thread I tightened so I could smile. Applause swells in the distance. Only the back of my throat stays dry. More than the cue to raise the curtain, All I wanted was one breath. A bell calls me back. The shadow in the wings is moving. I hook a nail beneath the knot And open a finger's width of space. The collar I thought would collapse Still rests on my shoulders. Through a gap no one else can see, A low voice rises. A soft wind brushes my back. Beyond the taut cloth, I carry this sound I had hidden And walk on with it now. Hidden knot, it won't come undone. I hold my breath behind my back. Hidden knot, it won't come undone. The thread I tightened so I could smile. Applause swells in the distance. Only the back of my throat stays dry. More than the cue to raise the curtain, All I wanted was one breath. The warmth left in the knot Doesn't belong only to the hands that tied it. The fingers that loosen, the fingers that tie, Both are mine now, the very same hand. I can still sing. Hidden knot, I won't undo it. I leave one finger's width of space. Hidden knot, I won't undo it. My voice comes from this back of mine. Before the applause, right now, My own breath strikes my chest. The curtain rises. I do not turn. I begin to sing that one note. Come on. Cloth stirs in the final resonance. The knot is still here, too. -------------------- 🎤 Romaji (For singing along!) Hi o otoshita gakuya ura Obi no musubime o saguru Hodokenu you ni musunda te Yasashisa dake ga sukoshi kitsui Shoumen kara nara waraeru no Senaka ni nokoru hosoi netsu Hyoushigi ga tooku de natte Asai iki o kazoeteta Hito yubi bun yurumetara Subete kuzureru ki ga shite Koe ni narenai boin dake Eri no uchigawa de yureta Uramusubi hodokenai Senaka de iki o tomete iru Uramusubi hodokenai Warau tame ni shimeta ito Hakushu ga tooku de fukurande Nodo no oku dake kawaiteru Maku o akeru aizu yori Hitoiki dake ga hoshikatta Yobimodosu suzu ga naru Sode no kage ga yurete iru Musubime e tsume o kake Hito yubi bun dake aketa Kuzureru hazu no eri wa mada Watashi no kata de todomatte Dare ni mo mienai sukima kara Hikui koe ga tachiagaru Sotto kaze ga se o naderu Haritsumeta nuno no mukou Kakushite ita kono hibiki o Ima wa daita mama iku Uramusubi hodokenai Senaka de iki o tomete iru Uramusubi hodokenai Warau tame ni shimeta ito Hakushu ga tooku de fukurande Nodo no oku dake kawaiteru Maku o akeru aizu yori Hitoiki dake ga hoshikatta Musubime ni nokoru netsu wa Musunda te dake no mono janai Hodoku yubi mo musubu yubi mo Ima wa onaji kono te da Mada utaeru Uramusubi hodokanai Yubi ippon no sukima o nokosu Uramusubi hodokanai Kono senaka kara koe ga deru Hakushu yori mo saki ni ima Jibun no iki ga mune o utsu Maku ga agaru furimukazu Sono ichion o utaidasu Saa Saigo no yoin ni nuno ga naru Musubime mo koko ni aru #うらどけね #AI音楽 #AIVocal