Better off Dead

My first song, every lyric means something to me. Let me know what you think! [Intro] You're nothing. Waste of time. That's the voice. It ain't mine. [Verse 1] My brain don't knock, it just walks through the door Same five sentences I already wore "You're nothing, you're useless, you ruin the day" "Waste of space, waste of breath, get out of the way" I know it's a glitch, it still talks like the law ADHD static turning whispers to walls One side says fold, one side says hold Both of them screaming, neither one's told [Pre-Chorus] It says she'll do it again It says she won't, in the end It says nobody loves you That's the loop, not the truth [Chorus] These are the voices, they don't get the mic They call me a piece of shit every night They say nobody wants me, nobody stays They say I should vanish — I don't give them the say Keep fighting, keep fighting, that's the other line Loud in my head, but it isn't mine I'm still here, talking back to the noise These are the voices They don't get my voice [Verse 2] I lose the thread, then the guilt takes the stand Half-finished day and it calls that the plan "You ruin everything the second you touch it" I replay the second until I can't trust it Love in one ear, fear in the other Her in the quiet, the worst in the cover It says she'll hurt me, it says she won't leave I want the real her, not the one it believes [Pre-Chorus] It says she'll do it again It says she won't, in the end It says nobody loves you I know that's the loop, not you [Chorus] These are the voices, they don't get the mic They call me a piece of shit every night They say nobody wants me, nobody stays They say I should vanish — I don't give them the say Keep fighting, keep fighting, that's the other line Loud in my head, but it isn't mine I'm still here, talking back to the noise These are the voices They don't get my voice [Bridge] It's all for them, the voice says, give in No — it's all in my head, and I'm still in it Waste of a person? Nah. Just a crowded room I can hear you I don't have to move [Final Chorus] These are the voices, they don't get the mic They call me a piece of shit, I don't buy it tonight They say nobody wants me, I still show my face They say I should leave here, I stay in the same place Keep fighting, keep fighting, even when it shakes The fear isn't her, it's the loop that it makes I'm not the worst thing my brain can invent These are the voices I'm not what they said [Outro] You're nothing I'm still here Waste of time I'm still here