VESPERIA - LOSE MYSELF

____________________________________________ 🎵 Credits 🎙️ Lyrics — Rediah ✂️ Video Editing — Rediah 🎧 Vocals & Instrumentals — Generated with Suno AI 🖼️ Visuals & Artwork — Created with ChatGPT (GPT-5) 🎞️ Animations — Created with Grok 🎛️ Direction & Concept — Rediah © 2026 — A Gabrielle Everard Project 🖤 ____________________________________________ LYRICS : Same halls, same voices, same routine abuse You don’t see a person, just something you use Name turned into noise, repeated, reshaped Till even I don’t know what part of me’s fake I saw it happen, day after day Same looks, same words thrown your way They say it’s nothing, just how they play But something in you started to fray Marks on the walls, my face drawn wrong Stories get bigger the longer they’re told You laugh, then walk like it’s nothing at all But it follows me home, it sticks to the walls You told yourself you’d let it go That silence somehow makes it slow But every second, every show Just gave them more room to grow Say my name now, say it again You were loud when I was drowning in it Don’t step close, don’t act kind You helped shape what’s in my mind I lose myself, piece by piece Every word buried under my skin You built this, don’t look away You’re choking on what you made ! I don’t sleep now, I wait through the night Every word comes back sharper, alive Every laugh turns into something I track Every silence feels like a voice at my back I hear it too when you don’t speak The weight, the shift, the way you breathe You’re still standing next to me But you’re not where you used to be I stopped feeling hurt, that part burned out Now it’s just pressure I can’t push down Faces blur, but I still recognize The way people look when they think I’m a lie They never see what they create They walk away, they call it fate But every crack, every state Was built by hands that chose to hate You didn’t hear me stop speaking… You didn’t see me pull away… You didn’t notice I was leaving… You just kept going anyway. Now I don’t think like I used to before Everything’s smaller, reduced to a core Noise, movement, threat, repeat That’s all that’s left when I try to think I watched the moment something changed Not loud, not sudden, not deranged Just quieter… but rearranged Like something human disengaged You call it fear when you look at me now But you don’t remember teaching me how You don’t remember the days, the weight The way you built this state by state You want to name it something new Something distant, not from you But every piece comes back to truth You made the shape you’re looking through Say my name now, scream it again You were louder when I was buried in it Step back now, feel it rise That thing you fed is alive inside I lose myself, nothing remains Every word carved into my veins Don’t call for help, don’t rewrite You made the thing you fear tonight ! You didn’t break me all at once… You made sure there was nothing left to stop me. I Lost Myself... LOST MYSELF... WHAT... YOU...MADE ! ____________________________________________ #manga #anime #originalsong #conceptalbum #finalfantasyxiv #rock #aigeneratedmusic #music #rap #raprock #song