Fat Funny Friend ~ Eleanor Miller 

Trigger warning: This video is kind of dark, so be careful Viewer discretion is advised. “If I don’t answer now are they still gonna need me?” Hi? I’m back From hiding today. But I’ll hide again and come out when I’m ready. I like hiding, I feel safe when I hide. I just kinda miss editing I guess? Idk I felt like coming back for this video and maybe a few other videos because I’m nice and I wanna help my friends:3 uwu This is kinda a vent too? (Maybe?) Feelings are frustrating… I don’t like them… I can’t Articulate them, which means I struggled to find words for how I’m feeling, it’s scary trying to find words to describe the feeling. I’m not happy, but I’m also not sad Either? It’s confusing which I don’t like… This may also be because I think I finally figured out what sexuality I am? But I don’t want to tell you, I don’t feel comfortable to share with you quite yet (this doesn’t mean I’m making the coming out video) I’ll just drop it in a description when I feel comfortable to talk about it. I just miss things the way they were before, I want to go back to when I was a little girl and happy Anyway, I chose Eleanor Cause she doesn’t get that many videos, and she needs more videos, People make more videos with her please! This song fits her scarily well, I Imagine she would sing this to herself When no one is around and maybe cry? Probably… I was Heavily inspired by Areli’s ‘Zombie Eleanor Miller’ Video, I don’t know if you can see I took some inspiration from that? Thank you, Areli I like the colouring of the video it’s calm and gentle, not too much in your face (at least I hope) Well, I’ll see you soon, see you when I feel like editing again bye Fat Funny Friend [Maddie Zahm]