John-Paul&Craig - Back To Black

This is a fanvid focusing on the angst and pain that John-Paul went through whilst watching Craig with Sarah. At one point he even thought that Craig had chosen Sarah (with some help from Nancy) and had no idea that he had ultimately been the one Craig wanted in the end -- countless opportunities to get back with Sarah and he didn't. One day John-Paul will know all this - and Craig will come back :) To the song 'Back To Black' by Amy Winehouse, the lyrics are perfect for John-Paul's situation. "I've died a hundred times...you go back to her and I go back to us"