Tarot, Twin Flames & Saying the Uncomfortable Things Out Loud

A free-flowing tarot and intuitive reading about twin flames, self-expression, relationships, money, impatience, sexuality, controversy, and the uncomfortable business of actually saying what you think. I start with no fixed question and let the cards decide where we’re going. The reading moves through my return to Finland, my tendency to rush things, the pressure to make myself more visible, my connection with Johnny Depp and my wider Poly Flame/True Emotion soup, old relationship wounds, and why trying to make people more palatable usually means failing to love the whole person. Things then take a detour into another long-standing connection of mine, before moving into feminism, men’s rights, false accusations, attitudes toward men, sexuality, friendship, self-protection, art, and my recurring reluctance to openly promote myself and what I actually do. It isn’t really a reading with a neat conclusion. More like one step in an ongoing conversation — which, appropriately enough, is pretty much where the cards leave it. CHAPTERS 00:00 Introduction — twin flames, Twy flames & starting the reading 01:38 Why I restarted the first reading 02:00 Tarot, playing cards, Uno & reading anything symbolically 04:46 Childhood, Finland & returning from Australia 06:14 Money, impatience & my tendency to rush 08:36 “Who will lift the cat’s tail?” — learning to promote myself 09:35 Sunshine and rain — seeing both sides of reality 11:47 Focusing on the negative instead of the positive 12:14 Johnny, the serpent & an intense connection 13:54 Wishing for the moon — making things feel impossible 15:17 Three of Swords — relationship wounds & being changed by others 17:14 Another man enters the reading 19:08 The story of meeting him — and my mother calling it first 22:17 Why we still haven’t met properly 23:22 Rum, moths, lovers & Johnny symbolism 24:40 The awkward message I don’t particularly want to say aloud 26:20 Speaking freely about uncomfortable things 27:36 The shielded rose — protecting other people from me 29:51 Feminism enters the reading 30:54 My reluctant defence of men 31:33 False accusations and automatically believing the worst 32:25 Dating profiles & hostility toward men 33:31 Judging men by their worst examples 34:44 Why I think I should speak up more 35:20 Sexuality, authenticity & refusing to be sanitised 37:35 Friendship and appreciating someone’s sexual side 39:14 Loving the whole person instead of reshaping them 40:13 Art, Johnny & expanding to understand someone 41:39 What I’ve actually been doing lately 42:40 When are you allowed to brag about yourself? 44:17 Success may require talking about my own potential 45:33 Apparently staring hard enough gets you what you want 😄 46:00 Closing message — all the ducks (and rum bottles) are in order