This is what bullying does to a person

Warning: I say swear words in this one. I think it's warranted Nobody deserves bullying. If everyone is laughing, except the person you're making fun of... just don't make fun of them anymore! Crazy am I right?? Because that's not "just a joke" anymore, that's bullying. One experience I forgot to mention was that, numerous times (grades 6-12) guys would fake ask me out as a dare from their friends, calling me ugly, and I've been called a loser, stupid, and a failure more times than I can count. Above all, people laughing at me or talking about me behind my back, or in front of me will always be the most painful. Because it has lead me to be in a constant state of paranoia, always thinking someone is secretly talking about me or treating me like a joke.