Amid the Wrecklage (V1)

AMID THE WRECKAGE Sometimes the deepest pain comes from losing a place we thought was ours, only to realize it may never have been. “AMID THE WRECKAGE” is about watching your world fall apart, learning to live with the shadows instead of fighting them, and finding the small lights that were there all along — familiar voices, quiet gestures, and hands reaching out even when the pain makes them hard to see. It's not about being healed. It's about realizing that even with a broken heart, we don't have to walk alone. Hitori janai... Lyrics & creative direction: Chi-Chi Music and vocals created with generative AI (Suno) Visual created with generative AI Final audio mastering and video editing: Chi-Chi Lyrics below ↓ Some days the whole world falls apart Without a single sound And there I stand, still on my feet Not knowing how it all came down I left my heart somewhere I thought Would always be a place for me I filled that little corner with hope And never thought I'd have to leave Then the ground gave way beneath my feet And everything I held was torn apart I reached my hands into the dark With nothing left to hold on to That place I used to call my own Maybe it was never mine Then why does my heart bleed like this As though I'd lost my whole world? Watashi no ibasho janakatta... And I fall, I fall again It hurts so much I can't draw breath Some wounds run deeper than the words I could ever find to tell I won't push back against the shadows I'll let them pass right through me And in the dark, I finally see The hands that have been here all along I keep on breathing, day by day When everything inside wants to stop I smile whenever someone looks But I'm not bulletproof either But when the silence comes again I feel each broken part of me Every memory tearing through Every hope I had to leave behind And I fall, I fall again It hurts so much I can't draw breath Some wounds run deeper than the words I could ever find to tell I won't push back against the shadows I'll let them pass right through me And in the dark, I finally see The hands that have been here all along And somewhere in the middle of the chaos When I thought I was nothing anymore I heard familiar voices close to me I'd been too lost to hear before A little message, a quiet gesture Someone who takes the time to listen Without asking me to be okay Without trying to fix what's broken Those hands were there, all around me I just couldn't see them through the pain... Yatto kizuita... Yes, I fall, I fall again Some days I still can't catch my breath But I won't let this pain Take up every part of me I won't push back against the shadows I know they're part of who I am And through the wreckage, I can see Small lights showing me the way I don't know how much time I'll need Before I find my feet again But even with a broken heart I know I'm not walking alone Hitori janai... #AmidTheWreckage #JRock #JapaneseRock #AlternativeRock #OriginalSong