Daily vlog | End of september, last festival, car accident, painful body, cat, how to cut mangoes

Hi, It's been a while but I have some problems with my computer as the edit program make it freeze and other stuff. I also had to take care of my father who got into a car accident. He is physically alright but mentally not. The few days after his accident, he was not well and he has some anxiety attacks at the moment... I feel very powerless and useless. Wish more and more to be able to earn a bunch of money. Have a real life, busy and no time to think, but no can do. I've nothing for now and it make me more and more depressed. Wishing... well some dark thoughts are coming back. I hope you are all doing fine !! I took some days as a break for filming to be able to take care of father and also because I know no one is waiting haha. Have a nice debut of autumn ! -_-_-_-_- hello friend~ my name is Aur. On my channel you will find vlogs about my daily life, navigating the adult world as a person with an illness, who looks for a purpose, my journey to recover and seeking meaning to this life. Trying to find things to do during the day. Also find videos about recipe, daily morning walks (always the same ones), painting on numbers, and so much more. My days lookalike so I will try to make it attractive and peaceful. I'm excited to share this next chapter of my life with you! 💕 . . . . . #dailyvlog #bakery #sunset #painting #groceryshopping #boringday #illness #bodyaches #whatidoinaday #insomnia #cookies #caraccident